Serious Moving forward into wizardry. (A young man's epiphany)

[Gaku]

I'm severely depressed, unmotivated, addicted, shy, introverted, isolated, lonely, ugly looking, short, soft, soft spoken, geeky, autistic, unhygienic, weird, awkward, pessimistic, just all of those negative adjectives that makes you a loser. Like everytime I'm about to leave the house for a walk or something I always try to not look into the mirror that's how bad it is, I just cant gather the strength to look at myself anymore, everyone avoids me, even I'm disgusted with my own face. It's over guys I'm just hoping I'll find a girl who'll help me, who'll motivate who'll just be there for me, just need someone to be there for me. I don't have anyone to talk with nor do I have the courage to talk to anyone, I always feel inferior and low as shit, like a literally shit on the ground . I hide myself from the world, at 20 years old, I'm still a virgin porn can't do it for me anymore I'm now considering escort services but I don't even try, I'm just here rotting waiting for wizard - hood. I tried all the dating apps, all the friend making apps and nothing. Everyone comes and go well after I show them what I look like. It's tough being a ogre, really tough

 

[Moondust]

Dnr

 

[Moondust]

world, at 20 years old

This dude is a literal fucking baby talking like this

 

[RNT]

Make a 360 and become a male witch.

I was severely psychotic in my early 20s and did some occultists rituals I probably shouldn't have done. And so don't call me a wizard, I'm warlock.

a literal fucking baby

20 years old is no baby

 

[Moondust]

Make a 360 and become a male witch.

I was severely psychotic in my early 20s and did some occultists rituals I probably shouldn't have done. And so don't call me a wizard, I'm warlock.


20 years old is no baby

You're literally two years out of primary school you baby zoomer

 

[poorcel]

Just find a 13 year old gf on discord

 

[Riddler]

I'm a virgin 4 years older than you and fit the same adjectives

I was in a similar situation 4 years ago in the pandemic, and I'll tell you what some helpful people told me

You're either gonna be worse or better off Every passing year and staying the same is worse off

Exposure therapy, do anything but make sure you aren't eating regret down the line

I'm not having a great time witj the depression today, but I remember this date last year I was a NEET still and was packing my bags to leave home for the first time not having worked a real job ever. Had I not done that I'd be eating even more regret than u am now

Of course idk what you look like or how bad it actually it but if nothing else, don't stay the same and don't make it worse

 

[Thadman]

I was in a similar situation 4 years ago in the pandemic, and I'll tell you what some helpful people told me

2020 was awful, that was when I was on a full blown life has no meaning pessimists see the world for what it truly is type phase. I'm not doing the best I can now but those days are a time I would rather forget, I still have PTSD from the blackpill doomerism which consumed me then. Pic related is a pretty accurate rep of our mental state then

 

[uglyboi1]

2020 was awful, that was when I was on a full blown life has no meaning pessimists see the world for what it truly is type phase. I'm not doing the best I can now but those days are a time I would rather forget, I still have PTSD from the blackpill doomerism which consumed me then. Pic related is a pretty accurate rep of our mental state then

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What did you do to get out of this mindset?

 

[Thadman]

What did you do to get out of this mindset?

I still get pulled back into it sometimes but its not as intense as it was during those dark days, as how I got out of it well I realized that life is truly what you make it. Whitepill and blackpill are both toxic and poisonous mindsets, I try to keep a middle ground but not let myself get too consumed by optimism or pessimism.

Thats the best I can explain, maybe a therapist would unironically help

 

[Gaku]

world, at 20 years old

This dude is a literal fucking baby talking like this

What's so funny? Huh?

 

[Gaku]

Make a 360 and become a male witch.

I was severely psychotic in my early 20s and did some occultists rituals I probably shouldn't have done. And so don't call me a wizard, I'm warlock.


20 years old is no baby

Deep lol, what happened tho u got better? Life got better?

 

[Gaku]

You're literally two years out of primary school you baby zoomer

 

[Gaku]

Il

I'm a virgin 4 years older than you and fit the same adjectives

I was in a similar situation 4 years ago in the pandemic, and I'll tell you what some helpful people told me

You're either gonna be worse or better off Every passing year and staying the same is worse off

Exposure therapy, do anything but make sure you aren't eating regret down the line

I'm not having a great time witj the depression today, but I remember this date last year I was a NEET still and was packing my bags to leave home for the first time not having worked a real job ever. Had I not done that I'd be eating even more regret than u am now

Of course idk what you look like or how bad it actually it but if nothing else, don't stay the same and don't make it worse

I'll try

 

[Gaku]

2020 was awful, that was when I was on a full blown life has no meaning pessimists see the world for what it truly is type phase. I'm not doing the best I can now but those days are a time I would rather forget, I still have PTSD from the blackpill doomerism which consumed me then. Pic related is a pretty accurate rep of our mental state then

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Fr that's how I feel. But I feel so empty and useless, I've failed everyone, I'm just rotting away all day nothing at all seems to be going right. It's a cycle rn.

 

[Riddler]

Il

I'll try

 

[RNT]

Deep lol, what happened tho u got better? Life got better?

Oh, way less psychotic now.

I have seen the word "locus of control" thrown around (ironically, introduced by a man named Julian Rotter) and not that I understand it well, but I suspect that many troubled people attribute too much and surrender to external forces too quickly.

I had little faith in little people - what is there that @Moondust can teach me? And so I learned from the great.

And as such, I can see that incel theories are half cooked and "not what they seem". So, run away from incels and get in a company of high IQ "NT" people.

Then you can return and start insulting them

 

[Moondust]

Oh, way less psychotic now.

I have seen the word "locus of control" thrown around (ironically, introduced by a man named Julian Rotter) and not that I understand it well, but I suspect that many troubled people attribute too much and surrender to external forces too quickly.

I had little faith in little people - what is there that @Moondust can teach me? And so I learned from the great.

And as such, I can see that incel theories are half cooked and "not what they seem". So, run away from incels and get in a company of high IQ "NT" people.

Then you can return and start insulting them

I don't even have much in common with incels lmao. I hate on incels more than most here. Not sure why you call me out . Someone butt mad about losing an argument lolz