Asylum Patient
I want money
- May 13, 2021
- 4,340
[UWSL][UWSL]It's incredibly shocking when you reflect on how little life experience you have compared to most other people. [/UWSL][/UWSL]
[UWSL][UWSL]In my late twenties now and in new unfamiliar situations I feel like an helpless child.[/UWSL][/UWSL]
[UWSL][UWSL][UWSL][UWSL]I mean in my case this is not really surprising as I've lived in my room my whole life so far.[/UWSL] [UWSL]I never really went out of my comfort zone.[/UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL][UWSL][UWSL] [UWSL][UWSL]Sure, I've been on vacation a few times, but that was with my parents when I was a kid. [UWSL][UWSL]Later in school there were of course a few trips here and there but that[UWSL][UWSL]'[/UWSL][/UWSL]s about it. Also never owned a car, always used public transport for school and university.[/UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL]
[UWSL][UWSL][UWSL][UWSL]What makes it even worse is anxiety, nerves and inexperience when I have to do something new. For example I wouldn[UWSL][UWSL]'[/UWSL][/UWSL]t even know how to arrange a vacation in another country. Don[UWSL][UWSL]'[/UWSL][/UWSL]t get me wrong I[UWSL][UWSL]'[/UWSL][/UWSL]m not that retarded that I couldn[UWSL][UWSL]'[/UWSL][/UWSL]t order a ticket online, that[UWSL][UWSL]'[/UWSL][/UWSL]s not the point. I mean everything that comes before and after that. [UWSL][UWSL]What do I have to think about?[/UWSL][/UWSL] Driving to the airport, finding a place to park, what do I do when I arrive at the airport? How and what and when and where and who and...I have thousands of questions, I have absolutely no idea.[/UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL]
[UWSL][UWSL][UWSL][UWSL]Just thinking about it makes me nervous af. [/UWSL][/UWSL]Starting to feel like I[UWSL][UWSL]'[/UWSL][/UWSL]m Jon Snows long lost retarded neetbrother who really does know absolutely "nothing" about the world.[/UWSL][/UWSL]
[UWSL][UWSL]In my late twenties now and in new unfamiliar situations I feel like an helpless child.[/UWSL][/UWSL]
[UWSL][UWSL][UWSL][UWSL]I mean in my case this is not really surprising as I've lived in my room my whole life so far.[/UWSL] [UWSL]I never really went out of my comfort zone.[/UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL][UWSL][UWSL] [UWSL][UWSL]Sure, I've been on vacation a few times, but that was with my parents when I was a kid. [UWSL][UWSL]Later in school there were of course a few trips here and there but that[UWSL][UWSL]'[/UWSL][/UWSL]s about it. Also never owned a car, always used public transport for school and university.[/UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL]
[UWSL][UWSL][UWSL][UWSL]What makes it even worse is anxiety, nerves and inexperience when I have to do something new. For example I wouldn[UWSL][UWSL]'[/UWSL][/UWSL]t even know how to arrange a vacation in another country. Don[UWSL][UWSL]'[/UWSL][/UWSL]t get me wrong I[UWSL][UWSL]'[/UWSL][/UWSL]m not that retarded that I couldn[UWSL][UWSL]'[/UWSL][/UWSL]t order a ticket online, that[UWSL][UWSL]'[/UWSL][/UWSL]s not the point. I mean everything that comes before and after that. [UWSL][UWSL]What do I have to think about?[/UWSL][/UWSL] Driving to the airport, finding a place to park, what do I do when I arrive at the airport? How and what and when and where and who and...I have thousands of questions, I have absolutely no idea.[/UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL]
[UWSL][UWSL][UWSL][UWSL]Just thinking about it makes me nervous af. [/UWSL][/UWSL]Starting to feel like I[UWSL][UWSL]'[/UWSL][/UWSL]m Jon Snows long lost retarded neetbrother who really does know absolutely "nothing" about the world.[/UWSL][/UWSL]