Venting i hate being me sometimes

monocholic

monocholic

feeling blue🖤🖤🌸
May 1, 2022
74
Yes, i am a neet/inkwell. never held hands, hugged or kissed with anyone. i am lonely and unloved. I've tried being more outgoing but i was only met with more hurt. now I'm somewhat withdrawn, only looking inwardly and rotting in my room. i don't look forward to anything because there's nothing to look ahead for. no brighter days to soothe my soul. I'm a reject. a loner who only knows anguish.
 
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Amor Fati
Dec 13, 2020
4,293
Yes, i am a neet/inkwell. never held hands, hugged or kissed with anyone. i am lonely and unloved. I've tried being more outgoing but i was only met with more hurt. now I'm somewhat withdrawn, only looking inwardly and rotting in my room. i don't look forward to anything because there's nothing to look ahead for. no brighter days to soothe my soul. I'm a reject. a loner who only knows anguish.
You seem gentle though, I’m sorry to hear that man 😢 there’s brighter days ahead of you:giggle:, welcome to the forum btw
fren:feelscowboy:
 
Straizer

Straizer

Gone for a month
Apr 27, 2022
742
Yes, i am a neet/inkwell. never held hands, hugged or kissed with anyone. i am lonely and unloved. I've tried being more outgoing but i was only met with more hurt. now I'm somewhat withdrawn, only looking inwardly and rotting in my room. i don't look forward to anything because there's nothing to look ahead for. no brighter days to soothe my soul. I'm a reject. a loner who only knows anguish.
I wont dare to say i understand your pain but im here for you if you want to talk or anything im here and screw those who abused you
 
Fabio

Fabio

Incels
Dec 4, 2020
8,796
I'm a reject. a loner who only knows anguish.
Welcome to the club.
Morgana Child
 
patientfrog

patientfrog

Banned
Apr 21, 2022
152
Yes, i am a neet/inkwell. never held hands, hugged or kissed with anyone. i am lonely and unloved. I've tried being more outgoing but i was only met with more hurt. now I'm somewhat withdrawn, only looking inwardly and rotting in my room. i don't look forward to anything because there's nothing to look ahead for. no brighter days to soothe my soul. I'm a reject. a loner who only knows anguish.
i thought you said in my drug thread that your favorite drug was life? How in the hell could you lie to internet strangers? how?:yay:

that's ok fren. i have just the thing for you. A nice beer!
 
B

bitcoin

NEET
Apr 11, 2022
425
31 REPLIES! Damn bro wtf teach me how to get famous
 
Asylum Patient

Asylum Patient

I wish I was Dutch
May 13, 2021
2,056
I've tried being more outgoing but i was only met with more hurt
Same and it only got worse when I developed social anxiety in my late teens. Later at university I tried to attend some social events but it was so not enjoyable at all and I felt out of place.
 
Alexander

Alexander

Rotter
Nov 26, 2020
49
I'm pretty lost too. It's hard to not dwell in self hate , not just because of my appearance , but also because of my very own incompentency. I can only feel fine while being me when i see a person in a much worst situation , they're usually disabled
 
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