hikkikomori
always quiet
- Jun 16, 2023
- 1,675
I don’t even consider myself human. I’ve been an isolated loner my whole life.
It is what I’m most comfortable with. The darkness, the unknown, is not feared. I AM THE UNKNOWN.
Isolation is something I bathe in everyday. I drink it. I eat it. I kiss it. I hug it. Hell, I even fuck it. It’s the only friend I’ve ever fucking had.
Physical IRL social interaction is the unending, undying bane of my existence.
The normies are the bane of my existence. Their insufferable loud mouths.
High school was too much. As well was the workplace. The outside world is too much still.
And since then I’ve grown too comfortable with my isolation. My bedroom in particular. Going outside is painful when you’re like me. I live for fantasy and imagination and nothing the fuck else. Being in my own worlds where I have maximum control.
I’ve set my eyes toward the occult, that I might unravel the mysteries of consciousness, psychic phenomena, witchcraft, and the metaphysical planes.
To aid me in this endeavor my imagination must become more real than reality, for if not that, then there is nothing else…
It is what I’m most comfortable with. The darkness, the unknown, is not feared. I AM THE UNKNOWN.
Isolation is something I bathe in everyday. I drink it. I eat it. I kiss it. I hug it. Hell, I even fuck it. It’s the only friend I’ve ever fucking had.
Physical IRL social interaction is the unending, undying bane of my existence.
The normies are the bane of my existence. Their insufferable loud mouths.
High school was too much. As well was the workplace. The outside world is too much still.
And since then I’ve grown too comfortable with my isolation. My bedroom in particular. Going outside is painful when you’re like me. I live for fantasy and imagination and nothing the fuck else. Being in my own worlds where I have maximum control.
I’ve set my eyes toward the occult, that I might unravel the mysteries of consciousness, psychic phenomena, witchcraft, and the metaphysical planes.
To aid me in this endeavor my imagination must become more real than reality, for if not that, then there is nothing else…
