anon1822fourthacc
I want to be the richest man in Laos! I love Laos!
- Nov 25, 2022
- 9,383
It's by far my biggest addiction. I spend most of my day just watching one form of video or another, have all my life. Since I was a kid really, it started as TV but then it became movies, anime, youtube etc... nowadays I can barely consume anything other than youtube.
I must get rid of the mind virus, the entertainment that weakened my brain, atrophied it. I can't so much as think, my brain is too lazy, it wants to watch stuff all day while drooling. It's like I was lobotomized.
It's so so so hard though. Despite spending the last 2 hours agonizing over it, I just kept clicking the next video over and over. From comedy skit to music video to news to documentaries.
This is so fucked I can't stop. I must quit entirely, I want to live my life without video at all.
I must embrace pain. I must embrace boredom. I must scratch and hurt myself from being so bored but still push through. I must face anxiety and live with it, bask in the anxiety 24/7, live in discomfort. I must go outside and run for hours, just pushing my body and feeling the pain and the boredom. That's so much better than wasting life on videos.
I must get rid of the mind virus, the entertainment that weakened my brain, atrophied it. I can't so much as think, my brain is too lazy, it wants to watch stuff all day while drooling. It's like I was lobotomized.
It's so so so hard though. Despite spending the last 2 hours agonizing over it, I just kept clicking the next video over and over. From comedy skit to music video to news to documentaries.
This is so fucked I can't stop. I must quit entirely, I want to live my life without video at all.
I must embrace pain. I must embrace boredom. I must scratch and hurt myself from being so bored but still push through. I must face anxiety and live with it, bask in the anxiety 24/7, live in discomfort. I must go outside and run for hours, just pushing my body and feeling the pain and the boredom. That's so much better than wasting life on videos.