I feel like I've done everything I wanted to in life and I'm only in my 20s

rekamaður

rekamaður

I'm beginning to feel like a r@pe god, r@pe god
Apr 12, 2023
1,944
Muh media
I'm honestly done with anime/manga which was the media I consumed most, there are a couple more I want to read/watch and after that I doubt I'll ever get back into it again. I just feel like I'm done and I've seen it all before or it just doesn't impact me/matter to me. Same with movies. The only stuff I really enjoy is dumb shit with fight scenes that lasts 1 and a half hours. I think I've watched 99% of the good ones already, and at this point everything is boring and predictable except the ones that are intentionally so and entertain you with stupidity. I realized this with games recently too. I was playing the new zelda, and it just felt like a reskin of the old with a few new gimmicks. 90% of games just feel like useless cashgrabs these days, again I do have some stuff in my backlog but once that's done there's nothing more.

Traveling used to be what interested me in life, but I've traveled through all of Europe and seen whatever I wanted to see. I had a bit of a nomadic lifestyle and enjoyed it, but I feel like there's nothing more now. Maybe I want to visit Japan, that's about it.

Friends are a cope, most conversations and people get boring sooner or later and I even get bored shitposting in places like here but it kills the time and gets dopamine from responses/reacts I guess.

Muh relationship/family
Yeah settle down with some boring whore that hates me and have kids that I don't even know are mine. Kids would just be an annoying obligation and I'd have to stay home cleaning diapers when I'm not working. I've also already had whatever sex I wanted, with some random foids and with escorts. Don't care to have anymore and escorts mog 99.99% of foids btw.

Am I supposed to fucking wageslave? I've coped with muh hobbies, I've learnt enough to be called a walking encyclopedia, I used to play guitar but my band failed and I don't care to go through the bs of trying to form a new one. Also the kind of music I like, and bands in general aren't really popular these days, I'd just have to rely on soundcloud/youtube and a maybe some local gigs.

Idk man. I wanna maybe visit Japan, complete a couple games and manga, and then I would really just feel like I've burnt out on life. At that point I wouldn't really want to do anymore. I can finish all of that this year, I have enough left over money for Japan (assuming I don't have much expenses after that)
I'll probably just try to go out Joe style after. Don't know what else to do. I'm not depressed about my life, I'm glad that I experienced what I got to experience, and I lived on my own terms instead of waging away or dedicating myself to other people. I also can't really complain when I'm on an incel adjacent forum. But I've done whatever I wanted to do. And I think I'm done at this point. Some would cry about nobody visiting their funeral, and that's probably my future, but I don't mind that. Doesn't really matter anyway. Dying alone is completely fine to me.
 
PointOfNoReturn

PointOfNoReturn

Gothicc Hoes
Jun 11, 2022
8,867
I’ve been feeling the same way since two days ago, and had this exact feeling this time last year(late may).
My enjoyment I get from my previous hobbies and interests has worn off. Ive viewed all the anime and manga there is out there, outside of Gen z/millennial normie shit. Music and playing instruments seems more like a chore now than anything, I can’t be bothered to put an album on and listen to it.
The only games I had to look forward to have already released, and they’re all remasters. I’m living off nostalgia at this point. Nothing new excites me, bar FF16.
Heading outdoors to separate myself from online activity is the only thing thedoes anything for me these days. I think people like me should be a cautionary tale on the affects internet and massive media consumption has on someone. I’m nigh terminally online at this point in my life, and I’ve neglected all other aspects of life.

Im struggling to find reasons to continue. It’s been this way for years and I don’t care for it to go on any longer.
I can do uni and finish to get a degree so I’m not stuck doing blue collar work or factory jobs in my backwater trashy city, but I’d be nearing 30 by the time I graduate. All my peers will life mog me to hell and back.
My only motivation at this point is me wanting my name to transcend my mortal existence. I am not accepted among humanity therefore I will rise above them. Only spite is driving me.

Japan is also a place I intend to visit before the years up, and I was considering roping there somewhere deep in the woods where I likely won’t be discovered for a long while.

At this point I feel like a husk of a man who’s just existing throughout the world while everything passes him by.

Yabuki Joe is the ideal way to go
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KARENIN

KARENIN

I wanna revive Hitler but I can't figure out how
Jul 2, 2022
3,188
Join a Whites-only National Socialist organisation like the one in my signature. Don't bother with the famous ones like KKK, where 1/3 of membership are feds, or the groups behind the Capitol riots, or the English Defense League if you're britbong (check out Heritage and Destiny http://www.heritageanddestiny.com/ instead). Rule of thumb is if there exists extensive mainstream news coverage of a "neo-nazi" organisation then it's already been infiltrated and brought to heel, because (((they))) only publicise controlled opposition.
 
Based Vampire

Based Vampire

Sleep late, and read trashy books!
Mar 23, 2023
5,799
Muh media
I'm honestly done with anime/manga which was the media I consumed most, there are a couple more I want to read/watch and after that I doubt I'll ever get back into it again. I just feel like I'm done and I've seen it all before or it just doesn't impact me/matter to me. Same with movies. The only stuff I really enjoy is dumb shit with fight scenes that lasts 1 and a half hours. I think I've watched 99% of the good ones already, and at this point everything is boring and predictable except the ones that are intentionally so and entertain you with stupidity. I realized this with games recently too. I was playing the new zelda, and it just felt like a reskin of the old with a few new gimmicks. 90% of games just feel like useless cashgrabs these days, again I do have some stuff in my backlog but once that's done there's nothing more.

Traveling used to be what interested me in life, but I've traveled through all of Europe and seen whatever I wanted to see. I had a bit of a nomadic lifestyle and enjoyed it, but I feel like there's nothing more now. Maybe I want to visit Japan, that's about it.

Friends are a cope, most conversations and people get boring sooner or later and I even get bored shitposting in places like here but it kills the time and gets dopamine from responses/reacts I guess.

Muh relationship/family
Yeah settle down with some boring whore that hates me and have kids that I don't even know are mine. Kids would just be an annoying obligation and I'd have to stay home cleaning diapers when I'm not working. I've also already had whatever sex I wanted, with some random foids and with escorts. Don't care to have anymore and escorts mog 99.99% of foids btw.

Am I supposed to fucking wageslave? I've coped with muh hobbies, I've learnt enough to be called a walking encyclopedia, I used to play guitar but my band failed and I don't care to go through the bs of trying to form a new one. Also the kind of music I like, and bands in general aren't really popular these days, I'd just have to rely on soundcloud/youtube and a maybe some local gigs.

Idk man. I wanna maybe visit Japan, complete a couple games and manga, and then I would really just feel like I've burnt out on life. At that point I wouldn't really want to do anymore. I can finish all of that this year, I have enough left over money for Japan (assuming I don't have much expenses after that)
I'll probably just try to go out Joe style after. Don't know what else to do. I'm not depressed about my life, I'm glad that I experienced what I got to experience, and I lived on my own terms instead of waging away or dedicating myself to other people. I also can't really complain when I'm on an incel adjacent forum. But I've done whatever I wanted to do. And I think I'm done at this point. Some would cry about nobody visiting their funeral, and that's probably my future, but I don't mind that. Doesn't really matter anyway. Dying alone is completely fine to me.
Nice rant, I agree with (/relate to) almost everything you've said there
 
Based Vampire

Based Vampire

Sleep late, and read trashy books!
Mar 23, 2023
5,799
Im struggling to find reasons to continue. It’s been this way for years and I don’t care for it to go on any longer.
I can do uni and finish to get a degree so I’m not stuck doing blue collar work or factory jobs in my backwater trashy city, but I’d be nearing 30 by the time I graduate. All my peers will life mog me to hell and back.
My only motivation at this point is me wanting my name to transcend my mortal existence. I am not accepted among humanity therefore I will rise above them. Only spite is driving me.
Yes, even being a few steps behind often results in a complete it's over situation. That's been my experience.
Truth is, there was no fundamental reason to live this shit life to begin with. No matter what you do you'll just end up being erased from existence completely. So this whole shit show is just a pointless tragicomedy to me. Studying or intellectual activity and research are the best copes despite still being pointless in the end of the day. Keeps me going. But if you're not interested in this or that subject there's nothing you can do to change that, you can't force yourself to be genuinely interested in something.
In any case life is not worth living but as long as I can tolerate it I intend to go on. Of course, anything can happen, crimes, accidents and disasters happen very often etc. So I meant roping specifically. But what sucks about this life is that in most countries assisted suicide is banned unless you have some physical and mental illness. We're not even allowed to depart from this life peacefully and painlessly by the government.

There is no point in going on for years and years with this life. Because it's just the same shit show if you take a closer look. People have been doing the same shit for millennia. They are born, they work, reproduce and die. If you've lived a few years in this shithole it probably means you've seen all life already. And the fact that we're getting older - yet another thing that's bothering me. One thing if you're healthy even when you're old, but what if you're getting weak and sick, suffering... What's the point? People should have the right to end this whenever they want.
 
rekamaður

rekamaður

I'm beginning to feel like a r@pe god, r@pe god
Apr 12, 2023
1,944
I’ve been feeling the same way since two days ago, and had this exact feeling this time last year(late may).
My enjoyment I get from my previous hobbies and interests has worn off. Ive viewed all the anime and manga there is out there, outside of Gen z/millennial normie shit. Music and playing instruments seems more like a chore now than anything, I can’t be bothered to put an album on and listen to it.
The only games I had to look forward to have already released, and they’re all remasters. I’m living off nostalgia at this point. Nothing new excites me, bar FF16.
Heading outdoors to separate myself from online activity is the only thing thedoes anything for me these days. I think people like me should be a cautionary tale on the affects internet and massive media consumption has on someone. I’m nigh terminally online at this point in my life, and I’ve neglected all other aspects of life.

Im struggling to find reasons to continue. It’s been this way for years and I don’t care for it to go on any longer.
I can do uni and finish to get a degree so I’m not stuck doing blue collar work or factory jobs in my backwater trashy city, but I’d be nearing 30 by the time I graduate. All my peers will life mog me to hell and back.
My only motivation at this point is me wanting my name to transcend my mortal existence. I am not accepted among humanity therefore I will rise above them. Only spite is driving me.

Japan is also a place I intend to visit before the years up, and I was considering roping there somewhere deep in the woods where I likely won’t be discovered for a long while.

At this point I feel like a husk of a man who’s just existing throughout the world while everything passes him by.

Yabuki Joe is the ideal way to go
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Yep. I feel like it all gets over by your mid 20s. That's why normies lose their hobbies and just focus on family/wageslaving while occasionally watching sportsball or whatever new movie is out. But for those of us that don't want family or career, we can't really cope with that tbh. It just sounds like a pain anyway
I don't care much about normies mogging me or whatever. At the end of the day I've lived on my own terms while they've slaved and lived for others. I'm happy with what I've done, some slave titles aren't going to make life feel worth it. But what I do desire now, like Joe, is a death where I can finally burn myself out fully. Just lose myself completely in it.
 
rekamaður

rekamaður

I'm beginning to feel like a r@pe god, r@pe god
Apr 12, 2023
1,944
Join a Whites-only National Socialist organisation like the one in my signature. Don't bother with the famous ones like KKK, where 1/3 of membership are feds, or the groups behind the Capitol riots, or the English Defense League if you're britbong (check out Heritage and Destiny http://www.heritageanddestiny.com/ instead). Rule of thumb is if there exists extensive mainstream news coverage of a "neo-nazi" organisation then it's already been infiltrated and brought to heel, because (((they))) only publicise controlled opposition.
surprised i don't believe you GIF by Saturday Night Live

Would honestly be fun, though I can't elaborate on all my thoughts on a public forum on this. But I'm Icelandic so we have different problems than guys from other countries do.
 
GeckoBus

GeckoBus

Look away, creep!
May 28, 2023
380
I’ve been feeling the same way since two days ago, and had this exact feeling this time last year(late may).
My enjoyment I get from my previous hobbies and interests has worn off. Ive viewed all the anime and manga there is out there, outside of Gen z/millennial normie shit. Music and playing instruments seems more like a chore now than anything, I can’t be bothered to put an album on and listen to it.
The only games I had to look forward to have already released, and they’re all remasters. I’m living off nostalgia at this point. Nothing new excites me, bar FF16.
Heading outdoors to separate myself from online activity is the only thing thedoes anything for me these days. I think people like me should be a cautionary tale on the affects internet and massive media consumption has on someone. I’m nigh terminally online at this point in my life, and I’ve neglected all other aspects of life.

Im struggling to find reasons to continue. It’s been this way for years and I don’t care for it to go on any longer.
I can do uni and finish to get a degree so I’m not stuck doing blue collar work or factory jobs in my backwater trashy city, but I’d be nearing 30 by the time I graduate. All my peers will life mog me to hell and back.
My only motivation at this point is me wanting my name to transcend my mortal existence. I am not accepted among humanity therefore I will rise above them. Only spite is driving me.

Japan is also a place I intend to visit before the years up, and I was considering roping there somewhere deep in the woods where I likely won’t be discovered for a long while.

At this point I feel like a husk of a man who’s just existing throughout the world while everything passes him by.

Yabuki Joe is the ideal way to go
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