who is here because of bad choices they made?

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Asylum Patient

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Me since I have gone to college
Same here. My life before college/university was actually "ok". [UWSL][UWSL]Was very lucky to never been bullied in school and found it quite easy to get good grades. But then I somehow got more and more introverted, isolated, anxious.[/UWSL][/UWSL]
[UWSL][UWSL]To this day I still don't know what exactly triggered this downward spiral back then.[/UWSL][/UWSL][UWSL][UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL]
 
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I dunno, dude, I dropped out of school in 9th grade (come from good family, thank god) and played in a punk band because I was psycho and wanted to do things "my way". I had a nervous break down and dropped out of school. I then spent 17-27 pursuing college to make up for lost times in a failed attempt to be a normie. Thankfully, I was good looking and could force myself to extrovert, so I did date. Everything in my 20's was an attempt to overcome mental illness and be normal. Every attempt failed, and I would freak out for like a year after a break up. Bottom line: if you are fucked up, you are fucked up for life. I also did three years of therapy....group therapy...didn't do shit. Tried A.A., too. Nuthin' can fix me.
 
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I don't believe I have made any bad choices. I've only made choices and they have lead me here.

A good choice can lead to multiple bad choices, and a bad choice can lead to multiple good choices. Am I right?

So, I can't say whether the choices I've made were good or bad.

All I know is that I'm here. I haven't died prematurely. So none of my choices have been fatal.

But you never know. A walk to the supermarket can be fatal.

Is it a bad choice to go out, or should I stay in? Idk.
 
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Same here. My life before college/university was actually "ok". [UWSL][UWSL]Was very lucky to never been bullied in school and found it quite easy to get good grades. But then I somehow got more and more introverted, isolated, anxious.[/UWSL][/UWSL]
[UWSL][UWSL]To this day I still don't know what exactly triggered this downward spiral back then.[/UWSL][/UWSL]
I really wasn't in a good position to socialize with other students and stuff. So most of the lectures I just sat alone. There were few students who I would talk to whenever we met at the campus, but yeah, we didn't go the same path etc. My confidence dipped after getting hit with some bad grades, I burned out and it was all downhill from there. I had no mates to talk about the bad grades and shit, so I had no one to motivate me to continue with my studies :sneaky:

But then I became interested in employing myself. And I've been on that path for a couple of years. I'm only now getting some results – nothing to brag about, though. Yeah, so basically, idk. But I don't think that quitting school was necessarily a bad idea.

But I have lied to my family and friends that I'm still going to school and shit. They are seriously waiting me to graduate soon. So, yeah :rolleyes:
 
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I really wasn't in a good position to socialize with other students and stuff. So most of the lectures I just sat alone. There were few students who I would talk to whenever we met at the campus, but yeah, we didn't go the same path etc. My confidence dipped after getting hit with some bad grades, I burned out and it was all downhill from there. I had no mates to talk about the bad grades and shit, so I had no one to motivate me to continue with my studies :sneaky:

But then I became interested in employing myself. And I've been on that path for a couple of years. I'm only now getting some results – nothing to brag about, though. Yeah, so basically, idk. But I don't think that quitting school was necessarily a bad idea.

But I have lied to my family and friends that I'm still going to school and shit. They are seriously waiting me to graduate soon. So, yeah :rolleyes:
Holy fuck mate how long have u kept up your school lie?
 
Neetgod

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From 2018 :feelseheh:
Holy shit balls of fire mate you done carried a lie for four dam years. That's fucking insane. It must be exhausting caring that sharad off for that long. Are u ever going to come clean
 
Asylum Patient

Asylum Patient

I want money
May 13, 2021
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I really wasn't in a good position to socialize with other students and stuff. So most of the lectures I just sat alone. There were few students who I would talk to whenever we met at the campus, but yeah, we didn't go the same path etc. My confidence dipped after getting hit with some bad grades, I burned out and it was all downhill from there. I had no mates to talk about the bad grades and shit, so I had no one to motivate me to continue with my studies :sneaky:

But then I became interested in employing myself. And I've been on that path for a couple of years. I'm only now getting some results – nothing to brag about, though. Yeah, so basically, idk. But I don't think that quitting school was necessarily a bad idea.
I feel you. College/uni was the loneliest time in my life, especially the last semesters where you have to write your final graduation thesis.[UWSL][UWSL] In the morning I went to the library, sat all day alone in front of my laptop with headphones on, until I went home alone in the evening.[/UWSL][/UWSL]
[UWSL][UWSL]But I have lied to my family and friends that I'm still going to school and shit. They are seriously waiting me to graduate soon. So, yeah :rolleyes:[/UWSL][/UWSL]
That's quite intense but don't stress out over that too much because people lie constantly. Also you don't owe them anything.
 
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Holy shit balls of fire mate you done carried a lie for four dam years. That's fucking insane. It must be exhausting caring that sharad off for that long. Are u ever going to come clean
I hope not. That's why I want to start a business. So I can say I have dropped out for being too busy or that I've been working on that business while studying etc. :feelseheh:
 
Neetgod

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I hope not. That's why I want to start a business. So I can say I have dropped out for being too busy or that I've been working on that business while studying etc. :feelseheh:
Why do u care what they think so much if I found out my friend was lying to me about something as silly as this I would never talk to them again your tripping dude just come clean man it's over
 
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