Fimbultyr
Currently in search of Hyperborea
- Feb 20, 2022
- 659
So I started to learn, that me being a massive pussy, over the failed relationship with my ex-gf will bring me nowhere. So I started to let go of my alcohol-problems, did more sport, got a bigger social circle and most importantly made big plans of my future. Short: My life started to get beautiful again and I had it perfectly planned for the next 5 years.
Then half a year later; 2020 punshed me right in the face. Everything I had build myself, I saw slowly fading away; unable to stop it.
Really everything did broke down, I got addicted again and my second big depression settled in. Cause I was throwing my life away at that point, I now stay here with literally nothing.
This made me realize once and for all, that I can't do shit, about the betterment of my future life.
Then half a year later; 2020 punshed me right in the face. Everything I had build myself, I saw slowly fading away; unable to stop it.
Really everything did broke down, I got addicted again and my second big depression settled in. Cause I was throwing my life away at that point, I now stay here with literally nothing.
This made me realize once and for all, that I can't do shit, about the betterment of my future life.