- Dec 18, 2021
Back in middle school this white kid used to bully me. He would call me ugly, slap me, push me, etc. There was one time that he slapped me, and reflexively my eyes began to water. I don't remember exactly what, but he said something about me being a crying bitch. Anyways one day in the locker room during gym class, he threatened to beat me up. For some reason I was feeling very low inhib that day, so I did something I normally never do. I asked that kid to fight me after school. He looked shocked and didn't take it seriously, but I kept asking him to fight me until he agreed. I told him that I would fight him on Thursday after school, it was Monday at that time. I don't know why but I felt very confident I could win. I told some people about the fight for the next few days. There was actually some hype building up. On the day of the fight, in the locker room, he comes to me and basically apologizes to me. He tells me that we're friends (JFL) and he doesn't want to fight me. It felt too awkward to fight him after that so I "accepted his apology." The next day people were saying that I backed out of the fight. So basically this guy went to apologize to me, and then went around telling people I backed out of the fight. I felt too defeated at that point.