anon1822
Banned
- Apr 5, 2021
- 323
I try to be really subtle when talking to my parents about this subject, so as to gauge their opinions without giving my opinions away, and without facing any backlash.
And now I finally know the full picture. Both mom and dad will definitely, 100% want me to get a job. Because of some comments my dad made a week or so ago, I thought I was lucky and I might get to avoid wageslavery for another 2 years, since the job market is so shit in this country, especially now during corona. But it turns out I had my hopes out for nothing, he was just baiting me, trying to get me to do a PhD. Now that I made him realize I will never, ever do that, apparently the thought of me not working for the next 2 years is absolutely off the table, a ridiculous notion. (and he even called my idea of teaching myself programming or something retarded, which it is and I gave up on it anyway, but still ...)
Anyway, it's over. I'm done. This is it, my biggest nightmare will soon be here. Wageslave at some shitty job. I hope I die.
Technically I did convince dad that opening up a small business would be a better fit for me, and he did agree. But I've been researching this frantically for many weeks now. Even right now I have like 6 tabs open with various lists of small businesses, occupations, professions etc... If I did have an idea for a business or something to teach myself, I might have been able to get out of wageslaving. But the one thing I did learn after all this research ... it's over. There's no such thing. Nothing will work for me. There are people that could do this self-employment/small business thing, it's not impossible for everybody. But it won't work for me, after the thousands of ideas I've perused, I found nothing fitting. It's me and not the world that is at fault.
Fuck, words can't express how much I don't want to wageslave. There's like 50 different reasons why I'll hate it. Too bad there's no welfare in shithole countries lol.
And now I finally know the full picture. Both mom and dad will definitely, 100% want me to get a job. Because of some comments my dad made a week or so ago, I thought I was lucky and I might get to avoid wageslavery for another 2 years, since the job market is so shit in this country, especially now during corona. But it turns out I had my hopes out for nothing, he was just baiting me, trying to get me to do a PhD. Now that I made him realize I will never, ever do that, apparently the thought of me not working for the next 2 years is absolutely off the table, a ridiculous notion. (and he even called my idea of teaching myself programming or something retarded, which it is and I gave up on it anyway, but still ...)
Anyway, it's over. I'm done. This is it, my biggest nightmare will soon be here. Wageslave at some shitty job. I hope I die.
Technically I did convince dad that opening up a small business would be a better fit for me, and he did agree. But I've been researching this frantically for many weeks now. Even right now I have like 6 tabs open with various lists of small businesses, occupations, professions etc... If I did have an idea for a business or something to teach myself, I might have been able to get out of wageslaving. But the one thing I did learn after all this research ... it's over. There's no such thing. Nothing will work for me. There are people that could do this self-employment/small business thing, it's not impossible for everybody. But it won't work for me, after the thousands of ideas I've perused, I found nothing fitting. It's me and not the world that is at fault.
Fuck, words can't express how much I don't want to wageslave. There's like 50 different reasons why I'll hate it. Too bad there's no welfare in shithole countries lol.