Khaos
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- Jul 7, 2021
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When I was like 12 there was this girl who sat next to me in class a skinny tall white foid with green eyes. In that class you were matched with the person sitting next to you for class activities so we had many chances to make small talk. She was nice to me enough to give me as a dumb naive kid the impression she liked me. Her friend even made a joke once about us being together.
We never exchanged contact information but the class website had a messaging platform. We began exchanging messages unrelated to school using the website during nights and weekends. One day she sent me a message saying she thinks she is in love with a boy. I got really nervous because I was obviously thinking she meant me. So I asked her who's the boy. She says she's too shy to tell me. At that point I remember my heart was beating really fast. I forgot exactly what I said but basically I told her I wouldn't tell anyone so she said she thinks she's in love with a loud guy in our class who played sports. I felt really depressed.
The next day in school I acted as if nothing happened but it might have shown I was bothered because right before class as I was sitting at my desk the girl came up to me from behind and whispered in my ear "What I told you, it wasn't true." I remember feeling extremely disgusted by her shameless attention seeking behavior and I was committed to acting as if it didn't affect me. So I told her idk what you're talking about . She says "the guy I told you I loved, it's not true I don't love him." I replied barely even looking at her "ok, and? It's not really my business anyways." She had this dumb look on her face then the class started we didn't talk as much after that day.
We never exchanged contact information but the class website had a messaging platform. We began exchanging messages unrelated to school using the website during nights and weekends. One day she sent me a message saying she thinks she is in love with a boy. I got really nervous because I was obviously thinking she meant me. So I asked her who's the boy. She says she's too shy to tell me. At that point I remember my heart was beating really fast. I forgot exactly what I said but basically I told her I wouldn't tell anyone so she said she thinks she's in love with a loud guy in our class who played sports. I felt really depressed.
The next day in school I acted as if nothing happened but it might have shown I was bothered because right before class as I was sitting at my desk the girl came up to me from behind and whispered in my ear "What I told you, it wasn't true." I remember feeling extremely disgusted by her shameless attention seeking behavior and I was committed to acting as if it didn't affect me. So I told her idk what you're talking about . She says "the guy I told you I loved, it's not true I don't love him." I replied barely even looking at her "ok, and? It's not really my business anyways." She had this dumb look on her face then the class started we didn't talk as much after that day.