Something pretty brutal happened at this funeral two days ago and I can't get it off my mind, I just wanna know why it happened

[Trees]

It's a moderate length read but I'm genuinely still stumped and frying my brains trying to figure out why this happened to me, I'd post this on .co but they banned me there so I can only post here


Basically I was standing outside with my 3 bros and this cousin and his dad came up who we all know but hardly ever see cuz they live far, and basically they both gave all my brother's a handshake except for me, they definitely noticed me, saw that I was there, but just completely ignored me really

I literally could not stop thinking about it ALL day wondering why it happened, I was trying to sit through the speech and just think about my grandma but all I could think about was me being the only one to not get a handshake, it made me mentally spiral SO. FUCKING. BADLY I was just sitting there sweating and thinking about how much of an ugly autistic piece of genuine fucking shit I am and how I just wanted to smash my fucking nose over and over till ever bone in my face is broken, it made me hate myself that much

Imagine being such a genetic fucking mess compared to your brothers that your own fucking blood actively ignores you, it especially hurts because I was the only one out of my brother's to not be greeted by them

Also the cousin also looked at me several times like he was creeped out by me

 

[『 』]

It's a moderate length read but I'm genuinely still stumped and frying my brains trying to figure out why this happened to me, I'd post this on .co but they banned me there so I can only post here


Basically I was standing outside with my 3 bros and this cousin and his dad came up who we all know but hardly ever see cuz they live far, and basically they both gave all my brother's a handshake except for me, they definitely noticed me, saw that I was there, but just completely ignored me really

I literally could not stop thinking about it ALL day wondering why it happened, I was trying to sit through the speech and just think about my grandma but all I could think about was me being the only one to not get a handshake, it made me mentally spiral SO. FUCKING. BADLY I was just sitting there sweating and thinking about how much of an ugly autistic piece of genuine fucking shit I am and how I just wanted to smash my fucking nose over and over till ever bone in my face is broken, it made me hate myself that much

Imagine being such a genetic fucking mess compared to your brothers that your own fucking blood actively ignores you, it especially hurts because I was the only one out of my brother's to not be greeted by them

Also the cousin also looked at me several times like he was creeped out by me

Just ask them why they did that

 

[Saito]

It's a moderate length read but I'm genuinely still stumped and frying my brains trying to figure out why this happened to me, I'd post this on .co but they banned me there so I can only post here


Basically I was standing outside with my 3 bros and this cousin and his dad came up who we all know but hardly ever see cuz they live far, and basically they both gave all my brother's a handshake except for me, they definitely noticed me, saw that I was there, but just completely ignored me really

I literally could not stop thinking about it ALL day wondering why it happened, I was trying to sit through the speech and just think about my grandma but all I could think about was me being the only one to not get a handshake, it made me mentally spiral SO. FUCKING. BADLY I was just sitting there sweating and thinking about how much of an ugly autistic piece of genuine fucking shit I am and how I just wanted to smash my fucking nose over and over till ever bone in my face is broken, it made me hate myself that much

Imagine being such a genetic fucking mess compared to your brothers that your own fucking blood actively ignores you, it especially hurts because I was the only one out of my brother's to not be greeted by them

Also the cousin also looked at me several times like he was creeped out by me

Dude fuck em this exact thing happened to me in December at my grandma's funeral, I was the only one that barely got a hug or even noticed in the front row. I was her favorite and I did everything and most people knew that yet I was ignored.

 

[Trees]

Dude fuck em this exact thing happened to me in December at my grandma's funeral, I was the only one that barely got a hug or even noticed in the front row. I was her favorite and I did everything and most people knew that yet I was ignored.

It really was an awful feeling, if at least one of my brother's also didn't get a hug I'd not feel bad at all, but I was the ONLY one, there's just something about being the only one in any bad situation that really mentally fucks me up for days

 

[Atila]

Why even keep hanging around them?

 

[Trees]

Why even keep hanging around them?

I had to go because it was a funeral lol, didn't want to be there

 

[chudur-budur]

It's a moderate length read but I'm genuinely still stumped and frying my brains trying to figure out why this happened to me, I'd post this on .co but they banned me there so I can only post here


Basically I was standing outside with my 3 bros and this cousin and his dad came up who we all know but hardly ever see cuz they live far, and basically they both gave all my brother's a handshake except for me, they definitely noticed me, saw that I was there, but just completely ignored me really

I literally could not stop thinking about it ALL day wondering why it happened, I was trying to sit through the speech and just think about my grandma but all I could think about was me being the only one to not get a handshake, it made me mentally spiral SO. FUCKING. BADLY I was just sitting there sweating and thinking about how much of an ugly autistic piece of genuine fucking shit I am and how I just wanted to smash my fucking nose over and over till ever bone in my face is broken, it made me hate myself that much

Imagine being such a genetic fucking mess compared to your brothers that your own fucking blood actively ignores you, it especially hurts because I was the only one out of my brother's to not be greeted by them

Also the cousin also looked at me several times like he was creeped out by me

Dude fuck em this exact thing happened to me in December at my grandma's funeral, I was the only one that barely got a hug or even noticed in the front row. I was her favorite and I did everything and most people knew that yet I was ignored.

Most likely they are just incels like us, and the funeral turned them on, they were just horny.

Sometimes funeral makes these degenerate fucks horny. Most likely they were secretly sexually attracted to their own grandma (closet incestual grannyfuckers) and didn't shake your hands out of envy, because your grandma despised them but she liked you more.

Fuck them.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

You were meant to bury them as well.

 

[Ritalincel]

XD

 

[Trees]

XD

Thought I'd try here since the guys at looksmaxx are just fucking pricks and .co won't let me create an account

 

[Optimus]

Thought I'd try here since the guys at looksmaxx are just fucking pricks and .co won't let me create an account

Here is better than .is or looksmax. We have such a wide range of userbase here who have gone through some shit bro. Thanks for sharing and may the Neet heavens provide you comfort in a tough situation.

 

[Ritalincel]

Thought I'd try here since the guys at looksmaxx are just fucking pricks and .co won't let me create an account

Incels

 

[milkistermoo]

You don't need to care about what they think of you

 

[Agoraneet]

Had a similar experience.
Been also getting disgust my way multiple times