Some wounds never heal - Will you ever be able to forgive the world?

Asylum Patient

Asylum Patient

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May 13, 2021
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To the fellow neetcels who suffered for more than a decade of depression, isolation, loneliness. Those who missed out on teen love and relationships in their teenage years and twenties. Those who were bullied in school, university and in their jobs. Will you ever be able to make peace with the world? You think those wounds will ever heal? You think the good that will happen to you will just wash all of this pain away and make you forget it?

Maybe I'm way to pessimistic about it but in the last few days I have been plagued by these horrible thoughts in my head. That nothing even matters anymore because the damage is already done. Why even get up in the morning? Even if I would win the lottery next week and go on to live my life to the fullest, I still would be angry and bitter deep inside. It's just unforgivable.
 
Atila

Atila

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Asylum Patient

Asylum Patient

I want money
May 13, 2021
4,340
I wish at least there was choice to born and not born options. I would never come to this place even for best prize. For me best prize is not coming this world.:feelsbad:
Yes. Or an option to save, load and start a "new game".
 
NarcyChadlite

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Apr 11, 2021
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To the fellow neetcels who suffered for more than a decade of depression, isolation, loneliness. Those who missed out on teen love and relationships in their teenage years and twenties. Those who were bullied in school, university and in their jobs. Will you ever be able to make peace with the world? You think those wounds will ever heal? You think the good that will happen to you will just wash all of this pain away and make you forget it?

Maybe I'm way to pessimistic about it but in the last few days I have been plagued by these horrible thoughts in my head. That nothing even matters anymore because the damage is already done. Why even get up in the morning? Even if I would win the lottery next week and go on to live my life to the fullest, I still would be angry and bitter deep inside. It's just unforgivable.
?No
 
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Satan

NEET
Apr 26, 2021
275
Whether you forgive the world or not, no one cares and nothing changes. Everyone will continue to live their lives. You are wasting your time going over all the injustices you have experienced, you can't change the past.

Move on.
 
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Asylum Patient

Asylum Patient

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May 13, 2021
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Whether you forgive the world or not, no one cares and nothing changes. Everyone will continue to live their lives. You are wasting your time going over all the injustices you have experienced, you can't change the past.

Move on.
You are right about that. Unfortunately there is to way to turn back time so there is no other choice to just move on.
 
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WeebHunter3000

CEO of BBC
Jun 13, 2021
5,346
Whether you forgive the world or not, no one cares and nothing changes. Everyone will continue to live their lives. You are wasting your time going over all the injustices you have experienced, you can't change the past.

Move on.
Bullshit. Some of us were abused by our parents. It's not just something you forget.
 
CelticKHV

CelticKHV

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Mar 19, 2021
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No, when I rope I plan to do it in a public forest where people walk so that I at least will scar some person for life. That is the only revenge I can have. Society have treated me with disgust even though they know I am a fragile man with mental issues, they gain pleasure from bullying a weak man.
 
Asylum Patient

Asylum Patient

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May 13, 2021
4,340
No, when I rope I plan to do it in a public forest where people walk so that I at least will scar some person for life. That is the only revenge I can have. Society have treated me with disgust even though they know I am a fragile man with mental issues, they gain pleasure from bullying a weak man.
Brutal words. [UWSL][UWSL]Would you still have these feelings of revenge and bitterness if your life suddenly improved significantly?[/UWSL][/UWSL]
I hope you stay with us for a long time, your posts are always one of the most relatable ones here.:feelsok:
 
CelticKHV

CelticKHV

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Brutal words. [UWSL][UWSL]Would you still have these feelings of revenge and bitterness if your life suddenly improved significantly?[/UWSL][/UWSL]
I hope you stay with us for a long time, your posts are always one of the most relatable ones here.:feelsok:
My life would always be difficult due to not being NT so I would always feel misery even if It did improve. I can't socialise normally and normies love to remind you of it, socialising is the corner stone of life.
I plan to neck self when parents die as there is no rational reason why I should continue my miserable life after that especially with waging on top of that. My parents are 63 and 60 so I would say I will have 20 years left. I will probably die at 50.
 
incelkingkong

incelkingkong

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Nov 28, 2020
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Whether you forgive the world or not, no one cares and nothing changes. Everyone will continue to live their lives. You are wasting your time going over all the injustices you have experienced, you can't change the past. Move on.
 
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WeebHunter3000

CEO of BBC
Jun 13, 2021
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My life would always be difficult due to not being NT so I would always feel misery even if It did improve. I can't socialise normally and normies love to remind you of it, socialising is the corner stone of life.
I plan to neck self when parents die as there is no rational reason why I should continue my miserable life after that especially with waging on top of that. My parents are 63 and 60 so I would say I will have 20 years left. I will probably die at 50.
Did you have a good relationship with your parents?
 
Alexanderr

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Nov 28, 2020
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I mean, yeah, people are capable of moving on. Remember, you’re not the only person in the world experiencing hardship. Everyone has to some measure, some more than others yet there’s enough people that accept it for what it is and move on. Not to say it‘ll be easy, but it’s not an insurmountable task.
 
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whydoesitmatter

NEET
Aug 27, 2021
1
I mean, yeah, people are capable of moving on. Remember, you’re not the only person in the world experiencing hardship. Everyone has to some measure, some more than others yet there’s enough people that accept it for what it is and move on. Not to say it‘ll be easy, but it’s not an insurmountable task.
This. You have to accept that is what it is in order to move on, in order to live once again.
Holding onto something your entire life will only ruin it. It'll only sap you of your happiness.
 
Neetgod

Neetgod

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Dec 18, 2020
15,386
To the fellow neetcels who suffered for more than a decade of depression, isolation, loneliness. Those who missed out on teen love and relationships in their teenage years and twenties. Those who were bullied in school, university and in their jobs. Will you ever be able to make peace with the world? You think those wounds will ever heal? You think the good that will happen to you will just wash all of this pain away and make you forget it?

Maybe I'm way to pessimistic about it but in the last few days I have been plagued by these horrible thoughts in my head. That nothing even matters anymore because the damage is already done. Why even get up in the morning? Even if I would win the lottery next week and go on to live my life to the fullest, I still would be angry and bitter deep inside. It's just unforgivable.
At this rate no my scars are permanent. But if I hit the lottery I could at least distract myself with copes. That's what it comes down too do you have the money to cope max. If not your soul will harden more and more each day.
 
Asylum Patient

Asylum Patient

I want money
May 13, 2021
4,340
I mean, yeah, people are capable of moving on. Remember, you’re not the only person in the world experiencing hardship. Everyone has to some measure, some more than others yet there’s enough people that accept it for what it is and move on. Not to say it‘ll be easy, but it’s not an insurmountable task.
Very true what you said.
My point was that even if you decide to move on, [UWSL][UWSL]some of us have experienced such painful injustices [UWSL][UWSL]that will stay with us for a lifetime like invisible scars. Sure you can try your best to forget your past and only live in the moment...but on some those special rainy days when youre sitting alone in your dark room staring at your monitor these thoughts can come up.[/UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL]
[UWSL][UWSL][/UWSL][/UWSL]
 
Lain

Lain

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Jul 19, 2021
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Bullshit. Some of us were abused by our parents. It's not just something you forget.
Forget, no. But I think eventually you stop caring about it as much. My parents had shitty childhoods and were truly of their kind awful parents but I think they tried in their own fucked up way. I imagine my grandparents probably didn't have the ideal childhood either. I blamed my parents for a lot of my problems for years but I see them now, in misery, coping all the time, I realize they're just muddling through to the best of their ability. If they could have been good parents, I'm sure they would have. You don't become a good person by wanting to be a good person though, there's plenty of ideal traits I'd like to have and have tried to get but they don't come to me. I can't be that idealized person in my own head, I muddle through in my own way. Everyone does that, when you realize that, you stop caring as much. You won't forget the shit that happened but you see it for what it is.
 
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