Khaos
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- Jul 7, 2021
- 5,267
I'm not going to lie in real life I'm not a very extroverted person and my nature is kind and peaceful since I was a kid. Now I've hardened myself considerably but it's still my nature this has led to people using me too many times but nobody ever returned a helping hand I've always been on my own in the hard times that's why I don't even bother asking for help anymore even when I need it I know people run from you when you're in a bad position they're only there when you're doing well to parasite off you or to ask for favors and they take it for granted they'll forget you in a second if you're no use to them they'll even take pleasure in seeing you fail. I wish it was in my nature from the beginning to be selfish and antagonistic because now I'm bitter of how people treated me like a bitch all my life.