Neetgod
NEET
- Dec 18, 2020
- 15,386
When I go to sleep at night all alone thats when it really hits me how alone I truly am. No one to hold no one to talk about my day with. No one to remember shared experiences with.
It's such a cold empty feeling knowing No toilet wants to have my warm naked skin pressed against her breast . No hole wants to massage my back or gaze into my eyes. Im missing out on everything that makes life meaningful.
I wish i could cry but all i have left is inner contempt and anger toward myself and others. Not only did it never begin but i never even existed. Such is life for an old washed up neetcel
death is preferable at this point and time but I'm too much of a coward to take my own life so I endure the suffering with out my consent hopefully I will die in my sleep and never return to this cruel world ever again
It's such a cold empty feeling knowing No toilet wants to have my warm naked skin pressed against her breast . No hole wants to massage my back or gaze into my eyes. Im missing out on everything that makes life meaningful.
I wish i could cry but all i have left is inner contempt and anger toward myself and others. Not only did it never begin but i never even existed. Such is life for an old washed up neetcel
death is preferable at this point and time but I'm too much of a coward to take my own life so I endure the suffering with out my consent hopefully I will die in my sleep and never return to this cruel world ever again