Looksmax Refugee
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- Feb 28, 2021
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This is something that is very easy for most people to do but for me every person on the street I cross there is some concern I have. Whenever I am alone and I cross paths with a black, or generally gangster looking man I tense up. I always am thinking what if he pulls out a knife and stabs me, or robs me at gunpoint. I think of scenarios of what I would do, but that essentially is pointless because in the end I would not take any risks. I would just freeze up and comply with the criminal. Another type of person I pass is women. When ever I pass a woman no matter how good looking or ugly she is, I try not to look at her. The reason I do this is because I think "what if she thinks I'm a creep that goes around staring down women." I think all women think like this except when it is a good looking man. The next one is far by the worse, children. Whenever I pass a child on the street there is an anxiety that comes to me like no other. What if the child comes up to me and people think I am a child molester? I have that kind of face. To make it worse I am ethnic. Whenever a child comes up to me I turn away like an aspie, while most people would think it a heartwarming moment, I am thinking potential social embarrassment. A lot of this sound exaggerated , but those with inhibition of my levels will understand my pain. When I get a license it will be so great for me. I can finally stop having these worries.
