St.MattJonesCel
NEET
- Feb 19, 2021
- 17
I am a fucking reject total loser failure at life I hate who the fuck I am I know I'm not worth anything, I'm all alone in this world it's just fucking truly HOPELESS for me. Even if girls say I am handsome or that I am hot on Omegle I do NOT fucking beLIEve them and that rarely happens, I HATE showing my subhuman ogre Shrek Face to anyone. I do not want to be seen, I'm socially awkward I'm shy I get nervous around normies. I'm NOT a fucking normie, I am a Loveshy Incel suffering from True Forced Loneliness forced to be alone all throughout middle school, I am 22 years old now I will be 23 in November and NOTHING is ever going to change, I am back to making Black Pilled Incel videos on youtube. I am SICK TO DEATH of Incels Infighting and bringing each other down and accusing ME of being a fakecel, once I show them my face they shut the fuck up. I am balding I'm only 5'9" women's standards are constantly rising and soon you will have to be 7 feet tall, girls only want a man for money which I don't have I have no job no car no drivers license I still live at home with my parents I'm a basementcel rotting I lay down and rot literally everyday. I love sleeping it takes me away from this shit reality, I feel dead inside. Girls laugh at me so do guys. I JUST WANT TO BE ACCEPTED. I want to feel wanted, I wish I was popular I wish I could of been with the cool kids group in school growing up but I sat ALONE at the lunch table EVERYDAY with normies chads and stacys staring at me like I'm a alien or some shit. Anyways, support my youtube channel I'm back with a new account.. AND BEFORE ANYONE SAYS I HAVEN'T TRIED BEFORE, I HAVE TRIED.. I TRIED TO SEXT A GIRL AND GET HER TO HAVE SEX WITH ME BUT SHE DID NOT WANT TO SHE SAID NO.. SO THEREFORE I AM AN INCEL BECAUSE NO GIRL WANTS MY PATHETIC ASS.. Girls in school used to joke around and dare each other to pretend to ask me out, guys would tell me they are just using me, they were not really interested. PEOPLE LOVE TO DENY MY EXPERIENCES and play mind games with me.. I hate that shit.. I can only imagine what sex feels like, my only option is to pay a prostitute I guess. I don't know what the fuck I am doing with my life. I'm just a loser fucking hate myself with a passion. I'm sorry for not being good enough.. I'm ashamed.. I was born to fail.