anon1822
Banned
- Apr 5, 2021
- 323
Wherever I go about advice on this stuff, I just can't be helped. Because our world views are the exact opposite.
They can't conceive that I don't want anything in life. Genuinely, nothing. My goal is to lie in bed and relax all day long. That's a million times better to me than anything a job could ever offer. Making $100k a year would be worth less to me than just being able to relax at home all day long.
Anyway, they can't understand that any job at all is like torture to me. I don't put it in those words cause it sounds extreme, but there isn't a single job that wouldn't make me absolutely miserable, constantly visualizing and hoping for my death.
Idk, normies just get out of bed and go to work. They're not super miserable about it, they have goals and wants and shit. I just want to be left alone, relaxing at home with my laptop next to me. I don't want to reproduce, don't want money (except for money to avoid working, survival money). For me a job literally does nothing. It's just a waste of time, energy, effort. Spent being miserable every second, around people and doing things I don't want to do. The shit compensation of $300 a month is irrelevant in the equation, although it doesn't help.
Man I hate that I have to find a job. My parents even tell me "find something you like doing". I can't even complain, nobody can comprehend "well, I don't like any job. Every job would make me miserable". That makes me sound like a lazy piece of shit. Which I am, but it doesn't change the fact that I'll be incredibly miserable and depressed at any job. Fuck I hope I get a heart attack or aneurysm before I have to get a job in a few weeks.
They can't conceive that I don't want anything in life. Genuinely, nothing. My goal is to lie in bed and relax all day long. That's a million times better to me than anything a job could ever offer. Making $100k a year would be worth less to me than just being able to relax at home all day long.
Anyway, they can't understand that any job at all is like torture to me. I don't put it in those words cause it sounds extreme, but there isn't a single job that wouldn't make me absolutely miserable, constantly visualizing and hoping for my death.
Idk, normies just get out of bed and go to work. They're not super miserable about it, they have goals and wants and shit. I just want to be left alone, relaxing at home with my laptop next to me. I don't want to reproduce, don't want money (except for money to avoid working, survival money). For me a job literally does nothing. It's just a waste of time, energy, effort. Spent being miserable every second, around people and doing things I don't want to do. The shit compensation of $300 a month is irrelevant in the equation, although it doesn't help.
Man I hate that I have to find a job. My parents even tell me "find something you like doing". I can't even complain, nobody can comprehend "well, I don't like any job. Every job would make me miserable". That makes me sound like a lazy piece of shit. Which I am, but it doesn't change the fact that I'll be incredibly miserable and depressed at any job. Fuck I hope I get a heart attack or aneurysm before I have to get a job in a few weeks.