Retard
NEET
- May 8, 2022
- 28
I came to the conclusion that regardless of how good my memory or how fast I can pick up new information and use it,
I just can't do shit because my focus is gold-fish tier
I am in a brutal situation, between slaving myself to Ritalin, its side effects and to a cs degree in university and a job
or Neetmaxxing and hoping for the best.
It's literally black and white in my situation, I was able to study some discrete math and plenty of programming by myself with Ritalin,
I feel like I can go 3 years in studying cs and uni pretty well and hopefully get a good paying job and be on a high income bracket
But since I can't focus without Ritalin and let alone handle basic jobs for more then a day, then I would be in the lowest possible
income bracket (no income essentially)
I hate the way Ritalin effects me long-term, sure the first few days are euphoric and great, but after that its only side effects and I don't enjoy it,
I don't want to get addicted and I don't want to destroy whatever is left of my soul.
As some 167 IQ Harvard Genius said, the industrial revolution and its consequences have been a disaster for the human race.
I just can't do shit because my focus is gold-fish tier
I am in a brutal situation, between slaving myself to Ritalin, its side effects and to a cs degree in university and a job
or Neetmaxxing and hoping for the best.
It's literally black and white in my situation, I was able to study some discrete math and plenty of programming by myself with Ritalin,
I feel like I can go 3 years in studying cs and uni pretty well and hopefully get a good paying job and be on a high income bracket
But since I can't focus without Ritalin and let alone handle basic jobs for more then a day, then I would be in the lowest possible
income bracket (no income essentially)
I hate the way Ritalin effects me long-term, sure the first few days are euphoric and great, but after that its only side effects and I don't enjoy it,
I don't want to get addicted and I don't want to destroy whatever is left of my soul.
As some 167 IQ Harvard Genius said, the industrial revolution and its consequences have been a disaster for the human race.
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