anon1822
Banned
- Apr 5, 2021
- 323
I don't have any wants. The only things I do want are things I DON'T want to happen. Like I want to NOT work. I want to NOT have to do things. I want bad things NOT to happen to me or my parents/cat.
But I don't want anything. Hell, at this point I don't even want sex or a relationship/woman in my life. Don't get me wrong, I'd do it if I could, but at this point I've been alone for so long and my antisocial/avoidant (or maybe even schizoid) tendencies have grown so big that it really would be a much bigger pain in the ass and discomfort for me, it wouldn't be something enjoyable. It would be a huge drain on my energy. I just want to lie in bed and ... not have to do shit.
But I don't want anything. Hell, at this point I don't even want sex or a relationship/woman in my life. Don't get me wrong, I'd do it if I could, but at this point I've been alone for so long and my antisocial/avoidant (or maybe even schizoid) tendencies have grown so big that it really would be a much bigger pain in the ass and discomfort for me, it wouldn't be something enjoyable. It would be a huge drain on my energy. I just want to lie in bed and ... not have to do shit.