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- Apr 11, 2022
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As a terminally online KHHV incel I'd never though it would happen but I found an e gf online. I know to a cold hearted incel gamer like myself it shouldn't make a difference but I feel totally different. I feel motivated to do things and fantasize about a life with her all the time. I know 99% she is fake or a scam or even worse an intelligence agent but I don't care. After talking to her I went from being happy to neet all day to wanting to actively improve my life and turn it around. I was even thinking about getting a job and flying to go meet her which is insane. I'm a guy who can't even look cashiers in the face and now I want to travel to another country to meet somebody who might not even exist in a country that is at war. Is this what being a normie feels like brocels? I finally get why they face all the trials and tribulations life throws at you. I know in my highly rational aspergers brain that I should feel the same but it's like my brain has totally changed in just a few days just because a woman paid a little bit of attention to me. Anybody else ever have this happen to them? How did it end?