anon1822
Banned
- Apr 5, 2021
- 323
Ok so I've done a few weird things, way out of my comfort zone the past few days. I actually talked to people.
Well, it was online. But still, I had private conversations with women (on reddit, anonymous, no faces or names). I made posts asking for women interested in chatting, maybe seeing if we can have an online relationship. Idk what's the point, it's not like they'd even be from my continent, but I guess a horny virgin is an idiot. Doing pointless things for the 0.000001% chance of pussy.
Anyway, I realized I really I hate conversing.
My avoidant personality is a big factor as well. If the conversation lasts more than a few minutes, my mind is screaming at me to bail. Ohh yeah, this is my main point. Even if I do manage to talk to a woman that is interested in what I'm saying. I get anxiety x1000, super anxiety, and I just want bail. Ohh man I'm definitely dying a virgin, no way around that.
Idk what it is. Tbh maybe it's the fear of change? Like, I've been rotting for so many years, spending my time all alone since an early age, just doing whatever I want in solitude, playing around on the PC. So the idea of spending time chatting or going out and such is so uncomfortable.
Yep, gonna die a virgin.
Well, it was online. But still, I had private conversations with women (on reddit, anonymous, no faces or names). I made posts asking for women interested in chatting, maybe seeing if we can have an online relationship. Idk what's the point, it's not like they'd even be from my continent, but I guess a horny virgin is an idiot. Doing pointless things for the 0.000001% chance of pussy.
Anyway, I realized I really I hate conversing.
My avoidant personality is a big factor as well. If the conversation lasts more than a few minutes, my mind is screaming at me to bail. Ohh yeah, this is my main point. Even if I do manage to talk to a woman that is interested in what I'm saying. I get anxiety x1000, super anxiety, and I just want bail. Ohh man I'm definitely dying a virgin, no way around that.
Idk what it is. Tbh maybe it's the fear of change? Like, I've been rotting for so many years, spending my time all alone since an early age, just doing whatever I want in solitude, playing around on the PC. So the idea of spending time chatting or going out and such is so uncomfortable.
Yep, gonna die a virgin.
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