CelticKHV
NEET
- Mar 19, 2021
- 3,039
My childhood and teenagehood friends. Last night I had a very vivid dream of a former friend who I haven't seen in 6 years, in the dream he rang me to ask if I would give him a ride in my car somewhere.
I hate my former childhood friends as they betrayed me but I obviously have a deep subconscious longing for them.
My best childhood friend has a wife and baby now and he inherited his grandmother's farm house. I bet he would look down on me for living with parents yet he got a free house. We haven't spoken in 6 years as we worked together for a few months at the same company and he would gossip about me behind my back with the normies. This is when I started to hate him, I noticed that his personality changed somewhat ever since meeting his girlfriend, he was more smug and less likeable in general. We texted eachother a few times in those years but they were very short text messages.
It is pointless having friends as an adult anyway, normies just go to work and then spend their free time with their partners. Their work mates are their friends and the workplace is their place of socialising.
I hate my former childhood friends as they betrayed me but I obviously have a deep subconscious longing for them.
My best childhood friend has a wife and baby now and he inherited his grandmother's farm house. I bet he would look down on me for living with parents yet he got a free house. We haven't spoken in 6 years as we worked together for a few months at the same company and he would gossip about me behind my back with the normies. This is when I started to hate him, I noticed that his personality changed somewhat ever since meeting his girlfriend, he was more smug and less likeable in general. We texted eachother a few times in those years but they were very short text messages.
It is pointless having friends as an adult anyway, normies just go to work and then spend their free time with their partners. Their work mates are their friends and the workplace is their place of socialising.
