Venting I may as well kill myself

[Dyinghope]

Every job is too challenging for me, the last 4 jobs I couldn't do to the standard required.

I just wasn't capable and more is expected of me at my age c[UWSL]ompared to the past. [/UWSL]
[UWSL]The first warehouse job I got, I just had to tick some paperwork and put items in a cage or on a pallet.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]Now it's all fast paced, computerised and you need FLT license, great social skills/communication and experience in different things. [/UWSL]

In other work I'm even more screwed, it's just so much to take in and I get so flustered, sweaty and anxious. While everyone else is relaxed and saying how easy and chilled the job is!

I don't get much better at it and I'm then not welcome to return in days/weeks later.

I hate working more now too, I just don't want to anymore even though I need the money.

I've applied for some agency jobs but heard nothing back. The last agency I was with got sick of me because I was getting bad feedback.

The few jobs around this shitty town are places I've already been and failed at. I wouldn't be welcome to try again. The other jobs I couldn't do anyway. I lack the confidence, skills, ability, everything.


[UWSL]I think I must have a learning disability or undiagnosed austism sometimes.[/UWSL]

[UWSL]Things are the worst they've ever been! [/UWSL]

 

[6speedmanual]

 

[Straizer]

Well its your problem

 

[『 』]

Every job is too challenging for me, the last 4 jobs I couldn't do to the standard required.

I just wasn't capable and more is expected of me at my age c[UWSL]ompared to the past. [/UWSL]
[UWSL]The first warehouse job I got, I just had to tick some paperwork and put items in a cage or on a pallet.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]Now it's all fast paced, computerised and you need FLT license, great social skills/communication and experience in different things. [/UWSL]

In other work I'm even more screwed, it's just so much to take in and I get so flustered, sweaty and anxious. While everyone else is relaxed and saying how easy and chilled the job is!

I don't get much better at it and I'm then not welcome to return in days/weeks later.

I hate working more now too, I just don't want to anymore even though I need the money.

I've applied for some agency jobs but heard nothing back. The last agency I was with got sick of me because I was getting bad feedback.

The few jobs around this shitty town are places I've already been and failed at. I wouldn't be welcome to try again. The other jobs I couldn't do anyway. I lack the confidence, skills, ability, everything.


[UWSL]I think I must have a learning disability or undiagnosed austism sometimes.[/UWSL]

[UWSL]Things are the worst they've ever been! [/UWSL]

Maybe see a therapist and get some disability

 

[Saito]

I'm sorry bro, no fast food places to apply for? Or apply for disability.

 

[milkistermoo]

I can't do anything for you except wish you good luck. Hope you make it in life somehow.

 

[Dyinghope]

I'm sorry bro, no fast food places to apply for? Or apply for disability.

I've applied before to some, McDonald's ect., but got ignored or rejected for an interview.
They prefer younger women or students anyway and I'd find it too fast paced and overwhelming I think. I wouldn't want to work at such a place anyway really.

 

[CAII]

I've applied before to some, McDonald's ect., but got ignored or rejected for an interview.
They prefer younger women or students anyway and I'd find it too fast paced and overwhelming I think. I wouldn't want to work at such a place anyway really.

how old are you

 

[Dyinghope]

how old are you

I've recently turned 47.

 

[CAII]

I've recently turned 47.

my god, I am so sorry man
I am in no position to give you any advice
hope things work out for you in the end, somehow

 

[Asylum Patient]

Sorry to hear that. My breaking point for holding down jobs has always been around 6-8 months with the last months being the hardest. In the end of my last office job I had insomnia, stomach + chest pain and very dark thoughts walking by a bridge on my way home from work. So I can realte.

Cant really give any good advise best advise would be try to get neetbux and use some of that free time to learn a skill for a work from home job or entry level freelancing gigs.

 

[6speedmanual]

I've applied before to some, McDonald's ect., but got ignored or rejected for an interview.
They prefer younger women or students anyway and I'd find it too fast paced and overwhelming I think. I wouldn't want to work at such a place anyway really.

nightshift security guard, overnight hotel work, delivery driver
theres a lot of jobs that dont have to be fast paced

 

[Atila]

Just learn to code bro

 

[Muri]

Damn

 

[BloatmaxxManlet2022]

Every job is too challenging for me, the last 4 jobs I couldn't do to the standard required.

I just wasn't capable and more is expected of me at my age c[UWSL]ompared to the past. [/UWSL]
[UWSL]The first warehouse job I got, I just had to tick some paperwork and put items in a cage or on a pallet.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]Now it's all fast paced, computerised and you need FLT license, great social skills/communication and experience in different things. [/UWSL]

In other work I'm even more screwed, it's just so much to take in and I get so flustered, sweaty and anxious. While everyone else is relaxed and saying how easy and chilled the job is!

I don't get much better at it and I'm then not welcome to return in days/weeks later.

I hate working more now too, I just don't want to anymore even though I need the money.

I've applied for some agency jobs but heard nothing back. The last agency I was with got sick of me because I was getting bad feedback.

The few jobs around this shitty town are places I've already been and failed at. I wouldn't be welcome to try again. The other jobs I couldn't do anyway. I lack the confidence, skills, ability, everything.


[UWSL]I think I must have a learning disability or undiagnosed austism sometimes.[/UWSL]

[UWSL]Things are the worst they've ever been! [/UWSL]

I am sorry for your situation, I did dishwashing in and out for 10 years. I was good but eventually my schiz kicked in. Have you thought of making a hobby into a way of money? CBD jobs are going nuts where I’m at. Maybe you can work as a clerk and learn about weed and psychedelics since there legal here where I’m at.

Also if you don’t mind nudity, colleges hire models for art students to draw/etc

 

[Pugmalíōn12]

Every job is too challenging for me, the last 4 jobs I couldn't do to the standard required.

I just wasn't capable and more is expected of me at my age c[UWSL]ompared to the past. [/UWSL]
[UWSL]The first warehouse job I got, I just had to tick some paperwork and put items in a cage or on a pallet.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]Now it's all fast paced, computerised and you need FLT license, great social skills/communication and experience in different things. [/UWSL]

In other work I'm even more screwed, it's just so much to take in and I get so flustered, sweaty and anxious. While everyone else is relaxed and saying how easy and chilled the job is!

I don't get much better at it and I'm then not welcome to return in days/weeks later.

I hate working more now too, I just don't want to anymore even though I need the money.

I've applied for some agency jobs but heard nothing back. The last agency I was with got sick of me because I was getting bad feedback.

The few jobs around this shitty town are places I've already been and failed at. I wouldn't be welcome to try again. The other jobs I couldn't do anyway. I lack the confidence, skills, ability, everything.


[UWSL]I think I must have a learning disability or undiagnosed austism sometimes.[/UWSL]

[UWSL]Things are the worst they've ever been! [/UWSL]

life suck ass