monocholic
feeling blue🖤🖤🌸
- May 1, 2022
- 191
few months ago i went our for a walk with no path in mind. the only thing i desired was to go as far away as i could from my home - and that's what i did. i found myself lost, that feeling being exacerbated by how intoxicated i was. I didn't know my way home. strangely enough, the unfamiliar houses and neighborhoods were comforting rather than scary. i looked out for concealed areas. turned around every corner. i was so ecstatic, not because of the novelty but bc i finally felt a little human. along the road i saw many oddities and met a few rowdy teens. eventually i came across an abandoned building, a pub of sorts. inside, it was dark and the corridors were narrow. windows were broken and there was graffiti plastered on the walls. every step i took reverberated. the horrible creaking and the shattered ceiling.... i felt home here.