I even feel uncomfortable when watching a different TV show other than my usual sitcoms I've seen 50 times.

[anon1822]

I'm so used to my numb routine. It's comfortable, it's the truest form of escapism. Weeks, months, years have flown by, just numb and comfy.

But after many years of this, I guess my brain just can't tolerate being outside of this numb comfort. Even so much as watching a different tv show just makes me feel weird, almost manic. Anxious as hell. Almost like existential dread, I feel very uncomfortable. Almost getting panic attacks, not really though.

Same shit happens if I do anything new really. Or if I contemplate the past, even just listening to songs I used to listen. Shit, I repress 99% of any memory I've had, I hate thinking about the past. Anyway, new songs, new sites, new anything. If I don't just rot in bed watching the same sitcoms, playing the same games, browsing the same sites, then I'm fucking anxious as hell, stressed.

Shit, wageslaving is going to suck so, so fucking bad for me. It'll be a million times worse than anything.

 

[Unemployed]

I'm so used to my numb routine. It's comfortable, it's the truest form of escapism. Weeks, months, years have flown by, just numb and comfy.

But after many years of this, I guess my brain just can't tolerate being outside of this numb comfort. Even so much as watching a different tv show just makes me feel weird, almost manic. Anxious as hell. Almost like existential dread, I feel very uncomfortable. Almost getting panic attacks, not really though.

Same shit happens if I do anything new really. Or if I contemplate the past, even just listening to songs I used to listen. Shit, I repress 99% of any memory I've had, I hate thinking about the past. Anyway, new songs, new sites, new anything. If I don't just rot in bed watching the same sitcoms, playing the same games, browsing the same sites, then I'm fucking anxious as hell, stressed.

Shit, wageslaving is going to suck so, so fucking bad for me. It'll be a million times worse than anything.

asperger's. i have the same symptoms. i play the same video games, eat the same food, visit the same websites, watch the same movies, watch the same videos, read the same books, go to the same supermarket again and again

 

[anon1822]

asperger's. i have the same symptoms. i play the same video games, eat the same food, visit the same websites, watch the same movies, watch the same videos, read the same books, go to the same supermarket again and again

Yeah, it's like aspergers got me to this routine, but I'm stuck in it due to extreme anxiety and other shit. Life is hard man.

 

[CelticKHV]

I spent a good portion of my NEET bux the past year on video messages from sitcom actor's. Maybe I should buy you one for your birthday.

 

[anon1822]

I spent a good portion of my NEET bux the past year on video messages from sitcom actor's. Maybe I should buy you one for your birthday.

Lol, thanks for the sentiment, that's really nice of you, you're a good man. But I don't need that at all, tbh I don't have any reverence, praise or admiration for actors. I merely use sitcoms as a distraction and as a way to fill time. I actually despise rich people, especially rich actors. It is a form of jealousy, I'm not going to pretend it's not jealousy. But I still don't like them, I just don't like rich people in general, but actors and other such professions with so much fame and glory, ugh, I hate it. Especially since they're all lucky extroverts living great lives.

 

[incelkingkong]

self fulfilling prophecy

 

[Quarantined]

 

[Sorcerer]

I'm so used to my numb routine. It's comfortable, it's the truest form of escapism. Weeks, months, years have flown by, just numb and comfy.

But after many years of this, I guess my brain just can't tolerate being outside of this numb comfort. Even so much as watching a different tv show just makes me feel weird, almost manic. Anxious as hell. Almost like existential dread, I feel very uncomfortable. Almost getting panic attacks, not really though.

Same shit happens if I do anything new really. Or if I contemplate the past, even just listening to songs I used to listen. Shit, I repress 99% of any memory I've had, I hate thinking about the past. Anyway, new songs, new sites, new anything. If I don't just rot in bed watching the same sitcoms, playing the same games, browsing the same sites, then I'm fucking anxious as hell, stressed.

Shit, wageslaving is going to suck so, so fucking bad for me. It'll be a million times worse than anything.

 

[CelticKHV]

Lol, thanks for the sentiment, that's really nice of you, you're a good man. But I don't need that at all, tbh I don't have any reverence, praise or admiration for actors. I merely use sitcoms as a distraction and as a way to fill time. I actually despise rich people, especially rich actors. It is a form of jealousy, I'm not going to pretend it's not jealousy. But I still don't like them, I just don't like rich people in general, but actors and other such professions with so much fame and glory, ugh, I hate it. Especially since they're all lucky extroverts living great lives.

I don't care about the actors either, I just like to view it as the character themselves messaging me, almost as if I am living in the sitcom.