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Tat Tvam Asi
- Dec 13, 2020
- 6,611
I have so much potential I am throwing it all away like a little spoiled brat
My parents have done so much to support me in their best efforts and I am trying to throw that away
Who cares if I have to work hard if it is to chase my passions and bring meaning to my life
Fuck looksmax.me, so many of those losers dwell solely on what they think women think of them and think that is the only important thing in life and they think if you say otherwise then you are lying or just coping
I don't mean to make people on here who have less than fortunate circumstances than I do to feel resentful or envious of anything I am saying, I just need a place to say this freely
I truly have a dream to become a Physicist, ever since I was 6 years old I have had dreams of becoming a scientist and understanding the world and i still have that passion which I have kept burred down deep as of recent
This is my life, I don't need some mindless losers telling me I can't enjoy it or that what I am doing is a coping mechanism, I want to work hard and succeed despite the silliness that they say it is Jewish people controlling you (BTW I am half Jew) I want to do this, I want to save money and do things, I want to marry someone who is at my level which I can converse and grow with, I want to transcend my current state.
Despite what anyone may say I will not give up, no matter how strait the gate, charged with punishments the scroll
I am the master of my Fate, I am the master of my Soul.
I act as if I have free will therefore with this direction in mind which leads me to have meaning in my life so I can bear with what is called Human Being, I will not falter even in the darkest parts.
I am tired of being a coward, lazy, ungrateful, and mindless.
I will push on, I will not throw away the opportunities presented to me.
I say this because I am at a critical point whether I will throw out my academic pursuits for a life where I will have sacrificed that future self for more comfort
Kaz's final post was at least the best I could interpret it as being able to push forward despite where you are, and I am at a place with great potential, and so I say this for myself but also to the people that feel as if their lives are no more, I do this in dedication of you, the people in my life who wish me to have a life of meaning, and my future self.
My parents have done so much to support me in their best efforts and I am trying to throw that away
Who cares if I have to work hard if it is to chase my passions and bring meaning to my life
Fuck looksmax.me, so many of those losers dwell solely on what they think women think of them and think that is the only important thing in life and they think if you say otherwise then you are lying or just coping
I don't mean to make people on here who have less than fortunate circumstances than I do to feel resentful or envious of anything I am saying, I just need a place to say this freely
I truly have a dream to become a Physicist, ever since I was 6 years old I have had dreams of becoming a scientist and understanding the world and i still have that passion which I have kept burred down deep as of recent
This is my life, I don't need some mindless losers telling me I can't enjoy it or that what I am doing is a coping mechanism, I want to work hard and succeed despite the silliness that they say it is Jewish people controlling you (BTW I am half Jew) I want to do this, I want to save money and do things, I want to marry someone who is at my level which I can converse and grow with, I want to transcend my current state.
Despite what anyone may say I will not give up, no matter how strait the gate, charged with punishments the scroll
I am the master of my Fate, I am the master of my Soul.
I act as if I have free will therefore with this direction in mind which leads me to have meaning in my life so I can bear with what is called Human Being, I will not falter even in the darkest parts.
I am tired of being a coward, lazy, ungrateful, and mindless.
I will push on, I will not throw away the opportunities presented to me.
I say this because I am at a critical point whether I will throw out my academic pursuits for a life where I will have sacrificed that future self for more comfort
Kaz's final post was at least the best I could interpret it as being able to push forward despite where you are, and I am at a place with great potential, and so I say this for myself but also to the people that feel as if their lives are no more, I do this in dedication of you, the people in my life who wish me to have a life of meaning, and my future self.