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Tat Tvam Asi
- Dec 13, 2020
- 6,611
When I was around 13-14 I discovered Alpha M, my cousin was big into aesthetics and having good hair cut and clothes and I thought it was really cool.
I have always been big into self improvement and that stuff even before I knew what it was, I always had that mindset with things.
Fast forward to when I was 15, I had watched FaceandLMS and a few other blackpill Youtubers but I never really bought it, at the time I wanted a GF ( but I was homeschooled from 5th grade all the way to 9th so I didn’t have anyone to hang out with lol) so I thought I would become the best guy ever so when I did make friends I could be a ladies man, etc. I had two GFs in the year I did college, I enjoyed it but CuckOVID had to fuck it up.
During 2020 I grew a strange obsession with my looks, I wouldn’t be surprised if I actually do have body dysmorphia but nonetheless in March or April I joined a looksmaxx forum then I joined .me soon after.
I left those sites and now this is the only one I’m on.
I have always been big into self improvement and that stuff even before I knew what it was, I always had that mindset with things.
Fast forward to when I was 15, I had watched FaceandLMS and a few other blackpill Youtubers but I never really bought it, at the time I wanted a GF ( but I was homeschooled from 5th grade all the way to 9th so I didn’t have anyone to hang out with lol) so I thought I would become the best guy ever so when I did make friends I could be a ladies man, etc. I had two GFs in the year I did college, I enjoyed it but CuckOVID had to fuck it up.
During 2020 I grew a strange obsession with my looks, I wouldn’t be surprised if I actually do have body dysmorphia but nonetheless in March or April I joined a looksmaxx forum then I joined .me soon after.
I left those sites and now this is the only one I’m on.