Getting tired of being a NEET

[WeebHunter3000]

It was fun for 2 years but now everyday is a slog. Nothing to stimulate my senses just a damn TV as I consoom gook media and surf dead forums like this one.

I’ve been thinking of trying to learn to make vidya since I used to be semi good at drawing. But when I think about doing it I my motivation drops to zero. Feels like even if I tried no one would like it, and I’d end up spending countless of hours for nothing. You could say to just make it a hobby but why not just rot instead? After that train of thought I just go back to my phone and repeat this all over again the next day. Fuck this life.

tl;dr: fuck you all

 

[『 』]

humans can’t experience sustainable positive emotion unless you are progressing towards a clearly defined goal.

I suggest you try to map out what you want to do with your existence and become what you aren’t

 

[WeebHunter3000]

humans can’t experience sustainable positive emotion unless you are progressing towards a clearly defined goal.

I suggest you try to map out what you want to do with your existence and become what you aren’t

I don’t know what I want. I feel like just wanting money isn’t a good enough drive. And I’m so fucked in the head I don’t even want to fuck pussy anymore.

 

[『 』]

I don’t know what I want. I feel like just wanting money isn’t a good enough drive. And I’m so fucked in the head I don’t even want to fuck pussy anymore.

I can understand where you are coming from, I felt like this a few months ago, at first I thought hedonistic pleasures could save me, but then after some time I felt numb.

Honestly modern society sucks, there’s no close communities, everything requires a shit ton of “education” people only care about themselves and their persona

To quote Makishima

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty. People no longer have need of others. You can always find a spare for any replacement. Any relationship can be replaced.
I just long for a world in which ordinary things are done in an ordinary way.

 

[Lain]

humans can’t experience sustainable positive emotion unless you are progressing towards a clearly defined goal.

Yeah, this is true. Goals are huge dopamine hits and each step of the way is a mini dopamine hit, though one thing to note is that you don't actually have to do anything hard or bothersome to get these dopamine hits. I've made goals absurdly easy, like getting my bodyweight to X lbs by Y date and weighing myself every week. Or just grinding a skill in Runescape to 99. Or finishing an anime in a day. You can make easy goals doing the most trivial shit and get huge amounts of dopamine

I don’t know what I want. I feel like just wanting money isn’t a good enough drive. And I’m so fucked in the head I don’t even want to fuck pussy anymore.

People ultimately want to feel happy and minimize pure suffering at the base level. Pure suffering being meaningless suffering, there's a lot of people who get kicks out of torturing themselves (see r9k crowd) and will listen to sad music and oh woe is me and get some weird masochistic high off that shit but I'm talking about TRUE suffering like toiling in the fields under the hot sun feeling like shit. Nobody wants to do that if they could be sitting inside drinking ice tea instead while getting a blowjob from a huge titty Jap and sloth maxxing. Make up a goal that's practical and go for it, the smaller the goal the better. Exercising is easy to make goals for, the best example of something that compounds that reaps massive benefits practically and immediately.

I've got a spreadsheet where I plot out simple short goals and then when I achieve them I feel satisfied for the day, I tell you this feels like I'm cheating my own biology but it works so well I'll put down shit like "jog for 20 mins" and go out and do it and then lay at home all day at ease after for 2 months I studied Japanese for an hour, that was my only goal, I'd finish it and get a sort of high that lasted all day. It's that feeling that you're somehow working in the right direction, even if it's all arbitrary bullshit you made up (like getting 99s in runescape or learning chink symbols) but I think you're overthinking it. No need to find some amazing hobby you're gonna dedicate your life to and stressing out that you can't find it, the problem ultimately is very basic and has nothing to do with this. You think your life isn't going in the right direction, that you're repeating the same day you had yesterday, the only way to escape this loop is to make definable short and long-term goals. No need to put in much effort here, I'm talking shit like walk 15 mins a day as a short-term goal and lose 15lbs as a long-term goal. Basic shit try it, you'll be surprised how much dopamine you can get out of it

 

[Atila]

This is what neetdom combined with 0 pussy does to mfers they type whole essays about their life and dopamine hits

 

[Lain]

This is what neetdom combined with 0 pussy does to mfers they type whole essays about their life

I end up writing paragraphs often on here, nigger you should see me type when I'm in that neetcel trance, I'll be smashing my keyboard at 130 WPM and won't filter or double check what I type, then look down and be like fuck believe it or not I type these things out in just a few mins tops, I type faster then I talk IRL by far

 

[Atila]

I end up writing paragraphs often on here, nigger you should see me type when I'm in that neetcel trance, I'll be smashing my keyboard at 130 WPM and won't filter or double check what I type, then look down and be like fuck believe it or not I type these things out in just a few mins tops, I type faster then I talk IRL by far

Mogs me keep writing essays keep on sending them when i get in neetcel trance i piss off wagecucks when i see the bus public transport security i ask them which stop they are going to be at so i know when to step out because i never pay and then they start barking for me

 

[WeebHunter3000]

Yeah, this is true. Goals are huge dopamine hits and each step of the way is a mini dopamine hit, though one thing to note is that you don't actually have to do anything hard or bothersome to get these dopamine hits. I've made goals absurdly easy, like getting my bodyweight to X lbs by Y date and weighing myself every week. Or just grinding a skill in Runescape to 99. Or finishing an anime in a day. You can make easy goals doing the most trivial shit and get huge amounts of dopamine


People ultimately want to feel happy and minimize pure suffering at the base level. Pure suffering being meaningless suffering, there's a lot of people who get kicks out of torturing themselves (see r9k crowd) and will listen to sad music and oh woe is me and get some weird masochistic high off that shit but I'm talking about TRUE suffering like toiling in the fields under the hot sun feeling like shit. Nobody wants to do that if they could be sitting inside drinking ice tea instead while getting a blowjob from a huge titty Jap and sloth maxxing. Make up a goal that's practical and go for it, the smaller the goal the better. Exercising is easy to make goals for, the best example of something that compounds that reaps massive benefits practically and immediately.

I've got a spreadsheet where I plot out simple short goals and then when I achieve them I feel satisfied for the day, I tell you this feels like I'm cheating my own biology but it works so well I'll put down shit like "jog for 20 mins" and go out and do it and then lay at home all day at ease after for 2 months I studied Japanese for an hour, that was my only goal, I'd finish it and get a sort of high that lasted all day. It's that feeling that you're somehow working in the right direction, even if it's all arbitrary bullshit you made up (like getting 99s in runescape or learning chink symbols) but I think you're overthinking it. No need to find some amazing hobby you're gonna dedicate your life to and stressing out that you can't find it, the problem ultimately is very basic and has nothing to do with this. You think your life isn't going in the right direction, that you're repeating the same day you had yesterday, the only way to escape this loop is to make definable short and long-term goals. No need to put in much effort here, I'm talking shit like walk 15 mins a day as a short-term goal and lose 15lbs as a long-term goal. Basic shit try it, you'll be surprised how much dopamine you can get out of it

I've reached goals like running everyday for an hour to nofapping for a week. I think my serotonin receptors are fried cause I only get pleasure from food and trannys porn. Btw how long have you been neeting for?

 

[incelkingkong]

dont listen to the [ ] nigga literally lives best in slot life giving advice to subhumans

 

[Fabio]

 

[Asylum Patient]

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Maybe thats the meme but seeing that cancer only made me more depressed.

 

[CelticKHV]

Your low IQ posts are an insult to my intelligence.

 

[Lain]

I've reached goals like running everyday for an hour to nofapping for a week. I think my serotonin receptors are fried cause I only get pleasure from food and trannys porn. Btw how long have you been neeting for?

Amino acids like tyrosine and tryptophan are the precursor to dopamine and serotonin. One way I'll get a lot of happy chemicals is by drinking a lot of matcha, it's grounded up green tea that's turned into powder that the Japanese make. In a nutshell, it's like drinking a monster energy drink but without the jittery feeling or crash. I've been a NEET more or less since October 2011. I've tried working 7 jobs and I was in the military for a few days but it never worked out, I spent less then a month working altogether and no school since then been on neetbux for around 2.5 years now, I've had that same feeling that all of my problems are due to being a NEET. But then I try working I realize real quick that I'm grateful for my NEET lifestyle, it humbles you quickly when you get yelled at by some cuntoid to do menial chores and you know that you can simply walk away. I've done it many times, I'll simply walk out the door in the middle of the shift why would anyone put up with such psychological abuse for low wages?

 

[WeebHunter3000]

Amino acids like tyrosine and tryptophan are the precursor to dopamine and serotonin. One way I'll get a lot of happy chemicals is by drinking a lot of matcha, it's grounded up green tea that's turned into powder that the Japanese make. In a nutshell, it's like drinking a monster energy drink but without the jittery feeling or crash. I've been a NEET more or less since October 2011. I've tried working 7 jobs and I was in the military for a few days but it never worked out, I spent less then a month working altogether and no school since then been on neetbux for around 2.5 years now, I've had that same feeling that all of my problems are due to being a NEET. But then I try working I realize real quick that I'm grateful for my NEET lifestyle, it humbles you quickly when you get yelled at by some cuntoid to do menial chores and you know that you can simply walk away. I've done it many times, I'll simply walk out the door in the middle of the shift why would anyone put up with such psychological abuse for low wages?

Same. I think my mind has the clique the grass is greener on the other side, even though every time I tried to switch back I’ll instantly regret it.

That tea is interesting but I always thought tea benefits were bullshit? Not that it would hurt to try I guess.

 

[Lain]

Same. I think my mind has the clique the grass is greener on the other side, even though every time I tried to switch back I’ll instantly regret it.

That tea is interesting but I always thought tea benefits were bullshit? Not that it would hurt to try I guess.

I've had that feeling a lot before and have consistently regretted it, maybe you're different but I've wasted a lot of time and money trying to become 'normal' so to speak and it's always been more of a pain. Matcha has a huge amount of caffeine but unlike monster, it has something called l theanine. It's an amino acid that increases GABA, something that stops anxiety. Caffeine raises up dopamine levels but lowers GABA normally, hence why you if you've ever had a few too many sips, you feel anxious and jittery but still somewhat happy at the same time. Matcha fixes this issue and is very cheap. You can get 16oz of low-ish quality but still delicious matcha, enough to make 225 cups of matcha for about $25. If you buy usucha grade, which tastes even better, it's more like 60 cups for $25. Then there's the highest grade ceremonial tea where you're paying like $1 a cup importing from Japan but it's god-tier. There's plenty of benefits for health supposedly but I do it for the dopamine imagine being able to drink a monster energy drink without the crash whenever, that's matcha. I've tried other types of tea, they're overrated and expensive compared to matcha.



Also because you make it in a tea bowl and it's very hot, you drink it slower so you get more sustained energy and comfy. This will sound autistic as fuck so bear with me but I call it knockoff adderall to take a cold shower and then drink a huge bowl of matcha. If you ever try this combo you'll see what I mean, about 2~ hours of pure comfy and focus on whatever copes, no joke, when I'm bored as fuck I'll do this and almost instantly get mega doses of comfy

 

[WeebHunter3000]

I've had that feeling a lot before and have consistently regretted it, maybe you're different but I've wasted a lot of time and money trying to become 'normal' so to speak and it's always been more of a pain. Matcha has a huge amount of caffeine but unlike monster, it has something called l theanine. It's an amino acid that increases GABA, something that stops anxiety. Caffeine raises up dopamine levels but lowers GABA normally, hence why you if you've ever had a few too many sips, you feel anxious and jittery but still somewhat happy at the same time. Matcha fixes this issue and is very cheap. You can get 16oz of low-ish quality but still delicious matcha, enough to make 225 cups of matcha for about $25. If you buy usucha grade, which tastes even better, it's more like 60 cups for $25. Then there's the highest grade ceremonial tea where you're paying like $1 a cup importing from Japan but it's god-tier. There's plenty of benefits for health supposedly but I do it for the dopamine imagine being able to drink a monster energy drink without the crash whenever, that's matcha. I've tried other types of tea, they're overrated and expensive compared to matcha.



Also because you make it in a tea bowl and it's very hot, you drink it slower so you get more sustained energy and comfy. This will sound autistic as fuck so bear with me but I call it knockoff adderall to take a cold shower and then drink a huge bowl of matcha. If you ever try this combo you'll see what I mean, about 2~ hours of pure comfy and focus on whatever copes, no joke, when I'm bored as fuck I'll do this and almost instantly get mega doses of comfy

I also tried to be normal. By now I’ve realized some of us aren’t meant to work. Whether that’s through bad parenting or subhuman genetics sometimes it’s not meant to be.

I’m planning to try that matcha though, maybe it’s because I buy those packets that’s the reason why tea never did it for me.

 

[NeverEndingWinter]

I need to travel desperately. I'm sick and tired of spending my whole life in this small and isolated town. I feel like a ghost, I think traveling would do us a lot of good but then, everything in life costs so much damn money

 

[WeebHunter3000]

I need to travel desperately. I'm sick and tired of spending my whole life in this small and isolated town. I feel like a ghost, I think traveling would do us a lot of good but then, everything in life costs so much damn money

Been thinking that lately too. I’d like to get away from my shithole country for just one week. Maybe it’d help break the monotonous routine. Even then you can’t even travel without proof of your fauchi ouchie.

 

[NeverEndingWinter]

Been thinking that lately too. I’d like to get away from my shithole country for just one week. Maybe it’d help break the monotonous routine. Even then you can’t even travel without proof of your fauchi ouchie.

Hmu when you're free to travel. I have some money saved up, we can go to Thailand, I'll buy you a ladyboy hooker for one night

 

[WeebHunter3000]

Hmu when you're free to travel. I have some money saved up, we can go to Thailand, I'll buy you a ladyboy hooker for one night

Me and @NeverEndingWinter after SEA maxing

 

[DreamSequence]

I've had that feeling a lot before and have consistently regretted it, maybe you're different but I've wasted a lot of time and money trying to become 'normal' so to speak and it's always been more of a pain. Matcha has a huge amount of caffeine but unlike monster, it has something called l theanine. It's an amino acid that increases GABA, something that stops anxiety. Caffeine raises up dopamine levels but lowers GABA normally, hence why you if you've ever had a few too many sips, you feel anxious and jittery but still somewhat happy at the same time. Matcha fixes this issue and is very cheap. You can get 16oz of low-ish quality but still delicious matcha, enough to make 225 cups of matcha for about $25. If you buy usucha grade, which tastes even better, it's more like 60 cups for $25. Then there's the highest grade ceremonial tea where you're paying like $1 a cup importing from Japan but it's god-tier. There's plenty of benefits for health supposedly but I do it for the dopamine imagine being able to drink a monster energy drink without the crash whenever, that's matcha. I've tried other types of tea, they're overrated and expensive compared to matcha.

I adore a cold shower straight after a run. I need to try matcha, It's like half-ish the caffiene of a cup of coffee right? I like the idea of autistically having my own little tea cerimony, I love cathartic activities like that.

I also tried to be normal. By now I’ve realized some of us aren’t meant to work. Whether that’s through bad parenting or subhuman genetics sometimes it’s not meant to be.

It's most certainly this, I've struggled with this very recently too. I think it could be the darker winter months doing it to us, it's just gloomier overall this time of year. I don't think that it's that some of us are not meant to work, I think it's that no one would work if their baser needs were met. I believe that it is my distinct disinterest of money that keeps me from wanting to work. I do not particularly care to buy new clothes every month, or spend hundereds on takeaway food and what not. My need for shelter and food are taken-care of, why would I work? My issue comes from a want for fulfillment, I'm just not sure what I want to do to get that yet, I'm certain i'll figure it out given time, and I have plenty of it. But for now I'll have to be bothered by boredom.
I also think it changes as you age, as I've gotten older, and experiences have gotten less and less novel, my baseline level of boredom has increased.

 

[WeebHunter3000]

I adore a cold shower straight after a run. I need to try matcha, It's like half-ish the caffiene of a cup of coffee right? I like the idea of autistically having my own little tea cerimony, I love cathartic activities like that.


It's most certainly this, I've struggled with this very recently too. I think it could be the darker winter months doing it to us, it's just gloomier overall this time of year. I don't think that it's that some of us are not meant to work, I think it's that no one would work if their baser needs were met. I believe that it is my distinct disinterest of money that keeps me from wanting to work. I do not particularly care to buy new clothes every month, or spend hundereds on takeaway food and what not. My need for shelter and food are taken-care of, why would I work? My issue comes from a want for fulfillment, I'm just not sure what I want to do to get that yet, I'm certain i'll figure it out given time, and I have plenty of it. But for now I'll have to be bothered by boredom.
I also think it changes as you age, as I've gotten older, and experiences have gotten less and less novel, my baseline level of boredom has increased.

Winter is it’s own special kind of hell I agree. The disappointing reality is even if I did want to say, become a art designer for a company. I’d have to go through school, build up connections, deal with bosses, stress, etc. Compare this to the past where you’d be born into a small tribe and contribute to it and get your sense of fulfillment through that. I think we’d be much happier if humans stayed that way.

 

[DreamSequence]

Winter is it’s own special kind of hell I agree. The disappointing reality is even if I did want to say, become a art designer for a company. I’d have to go through school, build up connections, deal with bosses, stress, etc. Compare this to the past where you’d be born into a small tribe and contribute to it and get your sense of fulfillment that way. I think we’d be much happier if humans stayed that way.

I agree that things were simpler when people were more connected locally. I don't agree that you need to work as an art designer for a company to get fulfillment from art. Assuming it's not about finance, you could simply attach yourself to a community of whatever game you like and draw fan art or whatever particular artistic discipline you do.

 

[WeebHunter3000]

I agree that things were simpler when people were more connected locally. I don't agree that you need to work as an art designer for a company to get fulfillment from art. Assuming it's not about finance, you could simply attach yourself to a community of whatever game you like and draw fan art or whatever particular artistic discipline you do.

Its less about drawing art but more like wanting to see the things you design made into a vidya. I enjoy creating character designs and environmental art but I’d like to see it come to life in some way. There’s always the path of being an independent game developer but that loops back into my anxiety of failure and not being able to stand out from the crowd.

 

[inel]

Maybe thats the meme but seeing that cancer only made me more depressed.