Freder
NEET
- Apr 16, 2022
- 227
I was rised by single mom who told me to always be nice and polite so since childhood I was mostly nice and good and polite. Even if I was asking girls out I did it politely and when they rejected me I always said something like "too bad" and acted normally.
And for 27 years no girl ever showed me any interest. Of course Im ugly af (2/10 on photofeeler, gay alien skull) and fat af (137kg/ 180 cm height), so I had no chance.
But the moment I acknowledged blackpill and incels I undestood Im one of them I realised I have no chance anyway so I behaved like retard without empathy and during 2,5 years of behaving like that 4 girls from my environment showed me minor interest.
1. Foid at work who is 30 years older than me told me that I looked very confident and if she only was younger... (it was not told in derisive manner). I said "yea, whatever".
2. Fat whale once told me that she is going to [UWSL][UWSL]theater[/UWSL][/UWSL] and it would be good if she didnt go alone and asked me if Im going too. Of course it was 100% clear that it wouldnt even end with sex, becasue it was friendly conversation, so I told her Im not going to waste time with her. Plus she wasnt even a virgin and had a tinder account, which are 2 mega red flags.
3. Third time I was the one that made first move - I asked very slim foid (I like very slim foids ngl) if she wanted to go to this pizzeria on Wednesday and she told yes, and then she wanted postpone meeting because her child was sick or smth and Im like wtf she has a child? Never meet with her because Im not going to rise chad child,
4. Once again very slim foid told me that we should go for a beer, but this time I was way more defensive about it because I knew already that normal foid wouldnt want me, so I was acting everything slow and we didnt even went on first date yet but she already asked me if I can lend her some money
So Im ugly af so I wont be able to meet normal women, doesnt mean I will act as desperate simp.
I think the biggest moral of the story is that women care about personality only if its bad and abusive one, because if you are uninronically nice you are not even a beta bucks material.
And for 27 years no girl ever showed me any interest. Of course Im ugly af (2/10 on photofeeler, gay alien skull) and fat af (137kg/ 180 cm height), so I had no chance.
But the moment I acknowledged blackpill and incels I undestood Im one of them I realised I have no chance anyway so I behaved like retard without empathy and during 2,5 years of behaving like that 4 girls from my environment showed me minor interest.
1. Foid at work who is 30 years older than me told me that I looked very confident and if she only was younger... (it was not told in derisive manner). I said "yea, whatever".
2. Fat whale once told me that she is going to [UWSL][UWSL]theater[/UWSL][/UWSL] and it would be good if she didnt go alone and asked me if Im going too. Of course it was 100% clear that it wouldnt even end with sex, becasue it was friendly conversation, so I told her Im not going to waste time with her. Plus she wasnt even a virgin and had a tinder account, which are 2 mega red flags.
3. Third time I was the one that made first move - I asked very slim foid (I like very slim foids ngl) if she wanted to go to this pizzeria on Wednesday and she told yes, and then she wanted postpone meeting because her child was sick or smth and Im like wtf she has a child? Never meet with her because Im not going to rise chad child,
4. Once again very slim foid told me that we should go for a beer, but this time I was way more defensive about it because I knew already that normal foid wouldnt want me, so I was acting everything slow and we didnt even went on first date yet but she already asked me if I can lend her some money
So Im ugly af so I wont be able to meet normal women, doesnt mean I will act as desperate simp.
I think the biggest moral of the story is that women care about personality only if its bad and abusive one, because if you are uninronically nice you are not even a beta bucks material.