anon1822
Banned
- Apr 5, 2021
- 323
I avoid people as much as possible. Even online I don't want to make any friends. I had a few opportunities to make online friends, but talking to them felt like a waste of time and it was honestly exhausting, took a lot of effort (just typing, not even voice chat, which I hate).
Nevermind irl. I hate going outside altogether. I'm downright agoraphobic. God forbid I bump into anyone that ever knew me on the street or some place, though that's for multiple reasons (like having a bad reputation cause of past autistic events). That problem was solved by not leaving the house at all, though now that I'll have to wageslave soon, it's looking unfavorable to me. Wish I could at least move to a place where no one knows me, but I'm too attached to my cat and my parents.
That's one of the main reasons I'll hate every second of wageslaving: interacting and talking to people all day long. I hate leaving the house in general, ohh boy I'll hate my life even more than I do now, for ~10 hours a day when I'll be forced to be out of the house and wageslave/get to and from. Fuck I hate being out there in the world.
Forums like these and browsing reddit and youtube are the most social interaction that I want and can tolerate. Any more and it feels uncomfortable, draining.
P.S: I think that's why I binge sitcoms 24/7. It sort of allows me to live vicariously, to hear humans talking, interacting, but I don't have to do anything, I don't have to engage at all. I even made a post on reddit asking for suggestions of sitcoms where people are out and about, walking and shopping etc... It does allow me to live vicariously. Made the same request about books a while ago, though cause of my ADD I just download the book and don't read it.
Nevermind irl. I hate going outside altogether. I'm downright agoraphobic. God forbid I bump into anyone that ever knew me on the street or some place, though that's for multiple reasons (like having a bad reputation cause of past autistic events). That problem was solved by not leaving the house at all, though now that I'll have to wageslave soon, it's looking unfavorable to me. Wish I could at least move to a place where no one knows me, but I'm too attached to my cat and my parents.
That's one of the main reasons I'll hate every second of wageslaving: interacting and talking to people all day long. I hate leaving the house in general, ohh boy I'll hate my life even more than I do now, for ~10 hours a day when I'll be forced to be out of the house and wageslave/get to and from. Fuck I hate being out there in the world.
Forums like these and browsing reddit and youtube are the most social interaction that I want and can tolerate. Any more and it feels uncomfortable, draining.
P.S: I think that's why I binge sitcoms 24/7. It sort of allows me to live vicariously, to hear humans talking, interacting, but I don't have to do anything, I don't have to engage at all. I even made a post on reddit asking for suggestions of sitcoms where people are out and about, walking and shopping etc... It does allow me to live vicariously. Made the same request about books a while ago, though cause of my ADD I just download the book and don't read it.
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