anon1822
Banned
- Apr 5, 2021
- 323
I'm not talking about being productive. Playing video games or watching anime wouldn't be a waste.
But I tend to waste my days entirely.
Lvl 1 of wasting it is on reddit and youtube, browsing idk what, and the next thing I know the day is gone and I don't remember what I did. That's what I've done for years, 99% of my days are like this. I actually don't really consider this a waste, it's my default state and I lowkey love it, very comfy.
Lvl 100 of wasting it is what I've been doing lately, like today. I already decided that dirty talking to women on reddit was a waste of time and I had no reason to do it. And yet, my virgin idiot brain still decided to do it yet again. Wasted my ENTIRE day like this, probably like 12 hours. Just talking dirty to women. Only one sent me pictures. Probably a catfisher, though she did send me a pic with a little piece of paper with ther username and today's date, so idk. And I also talked to a super weird japanese chick that is even weirder than me. And I'm a really weird guy.
I find weird ways to waste my day. Just doing nothing, some inane shit, not even enjoying it.
Hmm, I'm seeing a trend here. Whenever I'm not rotting by consuming media or playing games and such, I consider it a waste.
Actually, whenever I socialize, even online, it feels like a waste. It seems I really hate socializing. Boy, society and depression really did a number on me, how did I become the biggest loner on earth? This is schizoid level.
But I tend to waste my days entirely.
Lvl 1 of wasting it is on reddit and youtube, browsing idk what, and the next thing I know the day is gone and I don't remember what I did. That's what I've done for years, 99% of my days are like this. I actually don't really consider this a waste, it's my default state and I lowkey love it, very comfy.
Lvl 100 of wasting it is what I've been doing lately, like today. I already decided that dirty talking to women on reddit was a waste of time and I had no reason to do it. And yet, my virgin idiot brain still decided to do it yet again. Wasted my ENTIRE day like this, probably like 12 hours. Just talking dirty to women. Only one sent me pictures. Probably a catfisher, though she did send me a pic with a little piece of paper with ther username and today's date, so idk. And I also talked to a super weird japanese chick that is even weirder than me. And I'm a really weird guy.
I find weird ways to waste my day. Just doing nothing, some inane shit, not even enjoying it.
Hmm, I'm seeing a trend here. Whenever I'm not rotting by consuming media or playing games and such, I consider it a waste.
Actually, whenever I socialize, even online, it feels like a waste. It seems I really hate socializing. Boy, society and depression really did a number on me, how did I become the biggest loner on earth? This is schizoid level.