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- Nov 30, 2020
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anyone here just lay in bed and day dream? i lay in bed for several hours just staring at the wall living inside my head day dreaming about shit.
I daydream nearly all day long, while doing stuff. I can't turn it off, so I often stop while doing something and just stare in to the emptiness. Makes it hard for me to read books, or follow conversations most of the time. But I don't do it for more than an hour usually.
Accurate for me, as well.
I am autistic, and I assume some of my fellow NEETs are as well.
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Yes. During my second mental breakdown, I realized how superior my abilities truly were compared to the youth I encountered in group therapy.
Yes, even my PIQ. My fantasizing/daydreaming ability is quite astounding.
Day-dreaming is a "bit" involuntary, though fantasizing is voluntary. Or so I was told...(Voluntarily)
When I day-dream, it's typically memories/thoughts of group therapy youth interacting with my current actions and behaviors such that I envision myself doing them in front of those youth.
When I fantasize, I envision myself interacting with them directly. I'll share if I ever resolve my problem.
No.
However, when I was a young child, I would nibble on the tip of Mother's elbow with my lips. I have ASD and occasional PICA, so the stimulation from doing so would cause me to enter a sort of "trance". (She was sleeping from narcolepsy)
The texture of her elbow tip resembles the texture of my palm, so rubbing my palm against my mouth is a perfect substitute.
I have a disorder that makes me prone to fantasizing. My long-time cope has been to rub the palm of my hand against my face and start fantasizing about sexual interactions.
If only I could accomplish this. Sadly, my years of constant fantasizing about Shay, my "oneitis", mean I think about her at all points of the day, sexual and non-sexual.
Of-course, I also have obsessive tendencies from ASD.
Kissing/Missionary? Kissing her limbs and back, perhaps? Tongue-kissing? Kissing her forehead or scalp? Envisioning her dazed expression after intercourse and quickly leaning in to kiss her again?
Daydreaming is a huge part of loneliness