anon1822
Banned
- Apr 5, 2021
- 323
There's 2 types of youtube videos: informational and entertainment.
Forget informational for a sec. I can't do entertainment at all, despite spending LITERALLY all my free time since I was a kid just watching TV, youtube, sitcoms, movies, games etc...
I wanted to make a youtube channel for a long, long time. And even today I pondered it seriously. And I came to the conclusion that I just couldn't do it. For example, the ideal type of content for me would be gaming. But I just can't imagine myself doing any shit that would be entertaining.
Hell, I don't even think I find anything entertaining anymore. Ahh right I forgot I was depressed and anhedonic, it's been so long I keep forgetting.
I seriously can't even come up with jokes or interesting stuff for a gaming video. Fuck, I'm so retarded and boring I can't even do what thousands of retarded 13 year olds made millions with.
Sucks being an autistic loner who never speaks. I live in my own head, I have done this all my life. I can't be entertaining even if I try, that's quite a revelation to me tbh.
Forget informational for a sec. I can't do entertainment at all, despite spending LITERALLY all my free time since I was a kid just watching TV, youtube, sitcoms, movies, games etc...
I wanted to make a youtube channel for a long, long time. And even today I pondered it seriously. And I came to the conclusion that I just couldn't do it. For example, the ideal type of content for me would be gaming. But I just can't imagine myself doing any shit that would be entertaining.
Hell, I don't even think I find anything entertaining anymore. Ahh right I forgot I was depressed and anhedonic, it's been so long I keep forgetting.
I seriously can't even come up with jokes or interesting stuff for a gaming video. Fuck, I'm so retarded and boring I can't even do what thousands of retarded 13 year olds made millions with.
Sucks being an autistic loner who never speaks. I live in my own head, I have done this all my life. I can't be entertaining even if I try, that's quite a revelation to me tbh.