Freder
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- Apr 16, 2022
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When I was 19 I was studying Theoretical Physics, but I was depressed af back then. Actually todays sadness and feelings of being inadequate are literal breeze in comparsion.
Back then I was so depressed I literally stopped caring about exams and passing them, so I didnt pass 3rd semester - I failed 4 out of 6 subcjets .
This whole 1,5 years of me studying my mom was always saying that I should study and I didnt.
When they kicked me out of university I felt some kind of peace, which was weird because logically speaking I should be more upset about it since I failed studies in subcject that was somewhat interesting.
After that I did accounting degree because my mom insisted to do some degree. Well she was right, because if I wouldnt have that degree I would probably end in some factory as worker, which would end up of me being bullied by yokels.
But this previous failed degree made a big scratch on my ego, because I always thought Im somewhat intelligent, and here we come - I failed studies like little bitch.
So lately I was thinking that maybe I can take some part-time university degree in Physics, and I found out that the nearest are 300 kilometers away, which means I would have to move out and go get a job which I would hate and which would make me miserable, so it's over.
I regret that I didnt pass those exams back then, I dont know if my life would be better, but I think it would
.
I would beat the shit out of younger me for this.
And you guys, do you regret dropping collage/university or not studying different field?
Back then I was so depressed I literally stopped caring about exams and passing them, so I didnt pass 3rd semester - I failed 4 out of 6 subcjets .
This whole 1,5 years of me studying my mom was always saying that I should study and I didnt.
When they kicked me out of university I felt some kind of peace, which was weird because logically speaking I should be more upset about it since I failed studies in subcject that was somewhat interesting.
After that I did accounting degree because my mom insisted to do some degree. Well she was right, because if I wouldnt have that degree I would probably end in some factory as worker, which would end up of me being bullied by yokels.
But this previous failed degree made a big scratch on my ego, because I always thought Im somewhat intelligent, and here we come - I failed studies like little bitch.
So lately I was thinking that maybe I can take some part-time university degree in Physics, and I found out that the nearest are 300 kilometers away, which means I would have to move out and go get a job which I would hate and which would make me miserable, so it's over.
I regret that I didnt pass those exams back then, I dont know if my life would be better, but I think it would
.I would beat the shit out of younger me for this.
And you guys, do you regret dropping collage/university or not studying different field?
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