Disorder
Why the world gotta be like this?
- Nov 29, 2020
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Sometimes I feel like I want to dedicate my life to something real or at least have something to work on and spend a good amount of my time doing. I'm not sure what that thing would be though and even if I knew what I wanted to do, a change of lifestyle feels unobtainable to me. I'm too weak-minded to overcome my anxiety and other mental problems from childhood and my time spent rotting in isolation.
I hate rotting and all it's consequences, I wish I never started but now the alternative doesn't seem much better or achievable for that matter. Fuck this life, it truly is over.
I hate rotting and all it's consequences, I wish I never started but now the alternative doesn't seem much better or achievable for that matter. Fuck this life, it truly is over.